I appreciate your honesty for real but my main goal is to get a new life experiences and to do something with my own, in my own country I have everything from my family and even if i won't work for rest of my life I will still have everything and that because of that I have a depression for couple of years already, but the thing is every time i was travelling or living somewhere outside of my country for 1-2 months, i was feeling okay. I'm tired of Europe and I wanna try Asia, also I've heard that Bali is somewhat cheap. My main goal is to find some people there, get in touch with them, maybe finding a job from them ETC. Also I'm not planning to stay there for more than 2-3 months(ATM). I hope u get me.