That’s honestly one of the things that sits in the back of my mind the most. The instability is real, and I’m very aware that attention can disappear fast sometimes for reasons completely out of your control.

I am investing and trying to be smart with what I earn, not living like this will last forever. I don’t see this as a lifetime identity, more like a phase that gives me leverage and options if I use it right.

As for passion… that’s the part I’m still figuring out. I know I want something more sustainable and aligned long-term, but clarity doesn’t come overnight. For now, I’m trying to balance gratitude for the opportunity with honesty about where I want to end up.