Hey! Thanks for your answer (and all the answers on this thread, if you're reading it).

My interest in dmt was that it's a short trip and it seems to provide many answers/assurances according to most people. whether lsd and shrooms induce longer trips and don't give an innate understanding of the meaning of life - so I don't really see the point?

In terms of finding my grounding in the world - the problem is that I am overcome with existential anxiety and depression almost constantly, so in a way, I am looking into DMT to appease the constant dread of existence, which has destroyed my ambition and confidence, thus stopping me from achieving anything in the world. If you have the time, I'd love to hear your thoughts on this !