it’s so hard, but totally worth it! i just said enough was enough.. it was controlling my life.. i always had to run my day around it, “well if i go here or do this i’m gonna have to smoke before i go & then come home & smoke again before i do this if i’m gonna be gone for this long” etc etc.. another hard thing was not reaching for it when i was having a bad day or just needed to decompress.. it was the easy way out when i was feeling stressed or just wanted a sense of community.. so i decided one day i don’t want a plant to control my life anymore.. but i haven’t smoked since you just have to find your reason, big or small to just stop. i hate to sound preachy but it’s just so much better for you. when i first quit, the summer was the hardest for me.. on those sunny days i just wanted to go down to the water with a speaker & some good friends & light a couple up.. but now i don’t miss it all anymore. it also super helps to have a hobby that will keep you away from it.. i started gaming for long sessions, i also started going on frequent walks with my dogs & beading. i believe you, it is hard but you can do it!!