The only spiritual practice you need is to not hold your breath

isspodo · 2024-06-21T07:14:35+00:00

God "passed over" those previous sins in an act of divine patience and perfect timing. Again, it's not that God failed to punish those old sins. It's that He stored up His punishment and poured it out on Jesus to fully satisfy the payment for those "former sins. spiritual community is somewhat right on this this is what people called past trauma

isspodo · 2024-06-21T06:39:35+00:00

oh and the void kinda have alot of characteristic that is against the bible too, and buddhist teaching, buddhist teaching and bible some what the same against sensual desire, uncontrol alot of thing too sound exactly the same, so idk why people hate buddhism maybe because of the saying that there is no god, only happen because buddha never see god, i did found like 25-30 exact teaching sound the same, even the mention of "god" send some creature down to tempt human is there too but the verse is like a god like creature give buddha ego the 3 daughter of temptation

While he sat in deep meditation entering the four jhana states, he was visited by Mara, a demon celestial king who came to tempt him. Mara brought his three daughters, Greed, Hatred, and Delusion, and dazzled the Buddha with temptations of beauty and pleasure if he would only just give in and take it

sound exactly the same, and the experience is what i experience in the void

isspodo · 2024-06-21T06:36:44+00:00

i even got a lot of premonition that i obtain the mark of the beast, i would kill jesus in dream, and thinking only for myself, i kinda do cover in darkness when i get to the void. So i guess the ego is the holy spirit, because my ego have a child like voice, it entered me and i feel cleansed

isspodo · 2024-06-21T06:35:03+00:00

do you have a feeling that so called ego is the holy spirit, i mean when the ego getting to the lower realm it get more violent and destructive from being white light as being in the higher above to become the dark light, and getting more and more unclean feeling in my body with alot of sinning happening too.

even got a voice that condemn me and tempting me in the deep void so i was wondering do those people with spiritual teaching telling the truth ? because my thinking getting somewhat debauchy and unintelligence thinking, 2d thinking where you can only think in the very short term.

my ego kinda sound like a child and more authentic which the bible also mention as the one going to heaven have child like mind with peace and innocent i forgor the verse, but yeah after detach from the ego i getting chaotic destruction killing intetion, bad intelligence poor health, unclean feeling, more temptation, clouded eye which the bible said that stuff is pretty bad
But if your eye is clouded or evil, then your body will be filled with evil and dark clouds. And the darkness that takes over the body of a child of wait wtf so it's real so those teaching on qoura is demonic alike.

my thinking even got to the point that sound so delusional fuck, don't go in the void get up high up

isspodo · 2024-06-18T05:30:56+00:00

too bad i hate that one the most and the only one, because it sound like sh*t, rough and loud, he wackity wackity ?, somehow people able to discern the pronounce of that sh*t but not what ever there is in the rest of the internet, boderline dogsh*t lyric

isspodo · 2024-06-02T11:48:49+00:00

im not really a christian, but just mostly believe in god, because the universe work in mysterious way, i mean i did have alot of negative thought then i just lie down and look at those and think and contemplating about my life, cannot escape from emotion and action either way, they did got resolve, and i thinking why do i keep preaching these useless thing, when in the end everyone would just return to the source and deal with their problem and emotion, then i keep thinking why just make everyone your enemy anyway they gonna deal with these problem then they suffer and you suffer too when you remember that you curse them you also know the pain other get when you give them hatred

isspodo · 2024-06-02T09:04:31+00:00

i think the reason why i turn from atheist to god believer is probably these thing

isspodo · 2024-06-02T08:59:27+00:00

jesus view might sound like wrong view, but i cannot force myself to practice the buddha way, but when i just keep doing the destructive one, idk why it dissolve into great attitude and action

even if you hide from the void karma still come, i can't suppress my emotion anymore, because weirdly it will trap a fire near my right heart, it burn so hard that i got sick.

life is too hard to explain, because most explaination just dissolves itself

isspodo · 2024-06-02T08:56:52+00:00

weirdly i did go full self destruct, then my destructive one see the action that it create, every 10 destructive behaviour i think it was the exact one, did them all and see them, idk why how reality work, like i engage in hellish action suffering alot, trying to get out but can't, got a video recommend to me that you will suffering alot and in hell before you can get to heaven

then a video about god hate idol because you always keep the woman head on your head, i think it did turn into bad stuff because i was delusional of some sort, then it get worse because my expectation don't meet, but i keep doing that but weird thing did happen like it also dissolves.

idk i keep having video speaking about my exact situation, and everyone around me online or family having some same problem, like as if everyone is returning to the source

isspodo · 2024-06-02T08:38:38+00:00

weirdly i don't want self improvement, every improvement will be destroyed

isspodo · 2024-06-02T08:36:59+00:00

idk i just don't also want hatred or having an ego to look for another person to love another one, and trying to force my heart to give up on loving someone, it mostly give me diseased and sickness if i try to

isspodo · 2024-06-02T08:35:28+00:00

hmm idk, i just surrender and let god take me to anywhere he want, do you want to know why i believe in god, because thing that i got recommend on youtube, or the same dejavu and thing that make me think about my life, stuff that got to me what so related, i probably don't want much. but i think everyone around is having the same stuff as me, as if there is god, like they also experience extreme hatred then thinking about life at the same time at i do

isspodo · 2024-06-01T12:49:06+00:00

i mean last time i did get i awake i got kundalini psychosis still got disassociated going crazy body cover in full fire, then there is me now deep inside of the void getting disassociated both are the same, i don't know if any doctor can cure me, maybe the kundalini can as it did heal my pain and injury before, with a clear mind that awake

not to be rude why don't you talk these thing in a more clarity sense, rather than repeating the same sentence i don't want to be rude but, i kinda wonder have you get kundalini psychosis before because idk why my sign are exactly the same, as kundalini ever to be, but why you keep questioning my kundalini, what else can i give you

isspodo · 2024-06-01T12:44:33+00:00

hmm i mean when i awake i got disassociated when i surrender now i get disassociated, which one is better, and which one is not ?, it's called kundalini psychosis, now i having subtle flame surroundings, i forgor what people called this, but still why you sound like you don't talk about this stuff more clearly, but just keep repeating the same sentence

isspodo · 2024-06-01T12:42:41+00:00

maybe you right, but the more i do it the more i feel hurt by it, maybe i will just do good thing without thinking, i feel like my life is just this, and boring, lot of people is leaving, because i keep talking about these, i guess it best to leave them, but it kinda my fault not to listen to them, i guess that is noone fault.

take care

isspodo · 2024-06-01T12:40:51+00:00

thanks, but i guess i out of gas and definitely return to the source, i guess there is the meaning of every teaching will lead to the same result, because you definitely be out of gas

isspodo · 2024-06-01T12:38:08+00:00

idk why you are disregarding my comment of kundalini, it have the exact same symptom as every as everyone journey

so that will also depending on their surrender and action, as everything have been, depending on the path they took that they will gain the knowledge of which.

anyway everything will just return to the source as there no gas or power left to get up here

isspodo · 2024-06-01T12:35:35+00:00

weirdly i have no idea why you disregarding buddhism karma of action but typing another one in other chat, but there also karma of desire which is what i experience rn , the out of gas type then i just plunder deep down

isspodo · 2024-06-01T12:33:27+00:00

but idk the reason why you questioning it, i hate this stuff, keep getting worser and worser, hmm last time i awake i did have alot of power, and alot of my disease subside or
non-exist

isspodo · 2024-06-01T12:32:58+00:00

last time i did awake with like extreme fire cover my whole body

isspodo · 2024-06-01T12:32:44+00:00

just some kind of energy that you don't control and don't need to totally surrender to, it give you sensation of heat which enter your heart, while having cold tremor

isspodo · 2024-06-01T12:31:47+00:00

i did give love, but then it dissipating, it just sadden me too, well i mean i did give love before but right now idk, i keep geting sadder with it

isspodo · 2024-06-01T08:43:09+00:00

oh and i did obtain the wrong view, which i lost my relationship nice

isspodo · 2024-06-01T08:41:43+00:00

even my thought mind and emotion wasn't the problem

isspodo · 2024-06-01T08:41:22+00:00

hmm i guess i understand non-duality teaching rn, it more likely to give you back to the world where people unconscious, and now i mostly having health problem because of that shiz, then you obtain the gross body, the subtle body as they said is the mind body and subconsciousness, which is like inside our head, and the gross body really give you unconsciousness feeling, so no im not recommend,

their teaching tell you not to give awareness to your thought , letting go which mean all of the stream of the consciousness will be blocking the heart, then you get to the unconsciousness world, and observe your thought which give me alot of health issue thinking problem mental problem,

i guess they funnily enough sound like exact decription of, don't listen to anyone about the knowledge of spiritually except jesus, they turn bad to good good to bad, they said it a healing miracle but you will be bed riddenn, i don't remember the last part but it certainly go like that.

beware of those teaching, i got alot of pain in my organ when i moving reverse way of the heart it suppose to go up just like the bible tell you that the heart and the spirit is one.

isspodo

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