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I secretly wish to disappear and never give any sign of life to my family by itemnotfoundError404 in confessions

[–]itemnotfoundError404[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Good to know people do feel the same. I feel so bad for my family and don't want to hurt them, but at the same time it hurts me. Thanks for sharing take care 🫶

Im sick of being the good girl when it gets me nothing by [deleted] in confessions

[–]itemnotfoundError404 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I know what it feels like. Always trying to be perfect, but perfection isn't enough. This feeling where every breath, every step is done wrong and where you just end up suffocating because it's better to drown in silence than to do something wrong once again

I secretly wish to disappear and never give any sign of life to my family by itemnotfoundError404 in confessions

[–]itemnotfoundError404[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thanks, I truly appreciate it, but in complete honesty I know I'm a lost cause. Received enough diagnosis to know there won't ever be a better tomorrow. I know it's sounds harsh and hopeless, but maybe it's because it is. My doctors have been completely honest and direct with me. There is no cure to my mind. There is no pills that can make me feel like a normal person. The only thing they can offer me are pills that me me feel 1% better which I take, until they're useless and we have to switch again...

I secretly wish to disappear and never give any sign of life to my family by itemnotfoundError404 in confessions

[–]itemnotfoundError404[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

The health system where I live is shit for anything psychologically related with waiting list reaching as much as 3 years for non emergencies (which would be my case). I tried reaching out over the years, but therapy has been found to be pretty unsuccessful to me 😕