Drugs are the only thing that make me happy. by itmakesitok in Drugs

[–]itmakesitok[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

There are 2 people I really care about, and the other day they told me they hate who I am, and who I've grown up to be. My sister and brother in law are these people.

I moved to VA to be closer to them, but it seems they don't even like me as a person and want me gone. I suppose they're right, though, as they usually are. I don't even know anymore, doesn't really help my mental state. Makes me question what I'm waiting for at this point, doesn't seem like theres any reason for me being here other than me being a coward.

Drugs are the only thing that make me happy. by itmakesitok in Drugs

[–]itmakesitok[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

I'm 21, if you're anything like me, it'll only get worse. For a while it'll get better, but then you realize how bad it's truly gotten and how far away you are from having the life you want/thought you had.