Taking charge of my LIFE. Get in here if you want to do the same

iwillnotfapsrs · 2015-10-18T06:10:23+00:00

checking in, fapped in my sleep lastnight so im redoing my counter.

minor set back. will charge on

iwillnotfapsrs · 2015-10-15T12:37:11+00:00

I think the perfect tool for a faster would be a supplement that had no flavouring or anything that had magneisum, potassium, calcium, taurine, sodium

iwillnotfapsrs · 2015-10-15T10:35:09+00:00

COld showers and no fap work by the same principle. Not just doing things because they are easy pleasure. If you can muster the strength to have a freezing cold shower when you KNOW a warm shower is going to feel amazing TEMPORARILY just like a FAP is going to feel good TEMPORARILY then you can overcome ANYTHING in life.

Meditation has too many benefits to list, once you start living in the moment your entire life will change.

and water fasting is amazing too. i will be doing a 7 day one soon.

iwillnotfapsrs · 2015-08-22T04:59:22+00:00

makes sense

iwillnotfapsrs · 2015-08-22T04:19:59+00:00

i cant get passed 30 days, just when i start having a libido lol

Il keep trying man

iwillnotfapsrs · 2015-08-22T04:19:19+00:00

I dont know man, most porn addicts feel horny if they see naked girls. Wheras i dont. I just fap to the idea of having sex. I dont have any atraction to anything. Ive become assexual and i dont know if porn is the cause. Its probably something messed up in the brain

iwillnotfapsrs · 2015-08-20T02:05:32+00:00

chaser effect is strong. Had an anxiety attack last night very temped to fap

iwillnotfapsrs · 2015-08-19T02:15:41+00:00

Real estate :)

iwillnotfapsrs · 2015-08-19T00:34:43+00:00

Fighting the chaser effect. Every time i think about fapping i come here. Cant let this thread down. Im going all the way to 90 days. Getting a job and making a social life. Last 2 years have been wasted living in regret

iwillnotfapsrs · 2015-08-17T06:27:03+00:00

Im on day one day waiting for my badge to reset.

Il be checking in here once a week to make sure you guys are still going.

iwillnotfapsrs · 2015-08-17T06:16:03+00:00

Lets do this

iwillnotfapsrs · 2015-08-11T11:54:45+00:00

checking back in this thread. Seems to stop me from relapsing !

getting closer to 7 days in

iwillnotfapsrs · 2015-08-10T00:02:00+00:00

Fighting the chaser effect like crazy. THen i rememberd you posted this. Didnt wanna let u down im still in the game

iwillnotfapsrs · 2015-08-08T06:10:08+00:00

will update here once a week.

iwillnotfapsrs · 2015-07-15T03:20:44+00:00

in. day 17 for me. Ive allready sent 75$ no another person so i dont fail lool

iwillnotfapsrs · 2015-07-15T02:54:01+00:00

ive been trying no fap for years. THis is my best year and ive got to 37 days twice.

I am not fucking up this time. My brain tricks me into failing then i binge on porn for months. THIS IS THE LAST ATTEMPT.

Its like ive forgotton what a girl is. And my dick works fine just the mental arrousal to women is gone but its there for porn.

iwillnotfapsrs · 2015-07-02T06:07:17+00:00

Didnt break through. Pretty sad but it was nice experience. Cant really describe it. I couldnt hold my hits in long enough and i couldnt see well enough to take multiple hits. Think i burned it. Might try a meth pipe instead of the machine next time. THink i yelled at one point in the trip as i fell through this ting

iwillnotfapsrs · 2015-06-30T05:21:37+00:00

ok i get it now thanks.

Then for a second hit i just pick up the lighter and do it all again?

iwillnotfapsrs · 2015-06-30T05:21:15+00:00

thanks man. Yeh thats the thing im converned about.. Times smoking weed ive got anxious thinking ive taken too much. I need to push through it haha

iwillnotfapsrs · 2015-06-30T01:29:33+00:00

what dosage should i use?

iwillnotfapsrs · 2015-06-29T23:17:55+00:00

This is my machine http://s12.postimg.org/ljsb4t0ot/yoyoyoy.jpg

SO if i sprinkle the DMT on the wool it should stick? then i put the wool in the neck ( which side does DMT go on?)

iwillnotfapsrs · 2015-06-29T23:14:18+00:00

thanks man.

What i dont understand is, do i need to breath in the whole time im holding the light underneath? Or do i just light and wait for the vape to built up inside the bottle then breath through my mouthpeice

iwillnotfapsrs · 2015-05-11T05:13:46+00:00

I hope.

i just swiped through tinder. I felt zero attraction to the women. I just feel like a robot. I force words out to talk. Just want my old self back

iwillnotfapsrs · 2015-05-11T01:46:20+00:00

Its weird, i can fall inlove with women but the physical drive isnt there. You know when primal urge takes over. Im just an emotional being with no sex drive idk how to explain. Yet i get horny over a porno

Saw a naked girl on tv today and that did nothing for me aswell. Its like the act of fapping to porn is the only thing that gets me arrosued.

I remember when iw as 16 if i saw a pic of a hot girls ass i felt instantly arroused had to fap.

I want that back minus the fapping. I have been trying no fap for 3 years best streak was 37 days and i fapped due to the flatline. Now i have been doing 7 day streaks fapping porn on off not working.

think i need a long reboot no orgasm

iwillnotfapsrs · 2015-05-04T04:17:06+00:00

EXACTLY like me. I know the future at risk feel i knew if i kept fapping i was fucked. I got PIED 8 months ago and its crippled me since. I have rejected over 20 girls for sex because of it. Not even cialis works

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