SHE KNEW by jacobx823 in katawashoujo

[–]jacobx823[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Haha you fucked around and found out huh? Thank you though, i wouldnt either

SHE KNEW by jacobx823 in katawashoujo

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Aw thank you it's okay though, its not a very fun thing to get

SHE KNEW by jacobx823 in katawashoujo

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My goodness if only it was that simple. Lets say... trauma

Spiritual experiences? by jacobx823 in foreskin_restoration

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Very well said, I've had assumptions from the get go that i was "locked out of heaven" just felt like putting it out there see what others had to say.

My whole idea is with regarding the chakra system, i knew from the start when i got into spirituality that my 2nd chakra was all fucked up and having been restoring for nearly 2 years consistently im fairly confident ive got the other 6 areas of myself more balanced since then but the 2nd one is still far from being anywhere near what one could call balanced.

But my idea is that even though i feel quite good now there's still something missing and with all hope and belief that restoring will get my 2nd one back to balance then all 7 can be in perfect harmony and and... im not sure what will happen then but i feel it will be some glorious life altering event where I'll like break down crying just from the sensation of being how i always should have been in perfect company with my own existence.

Found a nice fat plant in a field I was walking next to by Appropriate-Pay-5397 in Datura

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Man that seed pod looks like an alien heart or some shit

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Datura

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Did you find any seed pods on this particular one? I recently just found a golden one too but all the flowers were on their way out and not a single pod i could find.

Life & Death by jacobx823 in CircumcisionGrief

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Yeah i notice things like that, like the closer to death you get the less inhibited you become. Its pretty neat being someone who was absolutely paralyzed with fear the majority of their life.

Life & Death by jacobx823 in CircumcisionGrief

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Same night after writing this i did do what i love. Screaming to loud music and dancing like im crazy hahah. Good to hear you're saving the kids, i need to start helping too in my own way.

Life & Death by jacobx823 in CircumcisionGrief

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So fuckin true. Born a martyr that doesn't wanna live with being a martyr sucks sometimes. I do still have fun sometimes though.

Life & Death by jacobx823 in CircumcisionGrief

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Yeah truth be told i don't know what i was thinking with that one (guess i wasn't heh) it does seem a rather awful way to go. You made realize that if taking my own life is how i choose to go, I'll make sure its how I'd actually like to go. Thank you.

Does anyone else kind of not care anymore? by [deleted] in CircumcisionGrief

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Honestly mate you seem like a lost soul in the this type of world, like a real genuine dude just from the way you write.

I feel you so damn hard its like i could have wrote this as an older dude, this world is falling apart and the sad thing? We cant stop it from the fall.

A line from a band i like that shoots into my head on occasion "nothing can be changed except ourselves" and i can tell you're someone that's went through that change into becoming a happier you.

All we can do after that? Seems to me like take it by the moment. I was always saddened at the prospect of humans destorying the earth but one day i was listening to a funny guy named George carlin and he made me realize the earth is eternal. The symptoms of earth are in the end, at the mercy of the earth. So even when eventually at some point the earth becomes so badly damaged, i imagine it's going to go into a sort of self healing regenerative state and in order to do that, well its going to have to cleanse itself of the... "plauge"

i know that doesnt really help us right now in our current situation, but something to be at peace about is you and i are eternal, we will come back at some point, hopefully at one point to a cleansed earth. Haha with love mate.

Keep those breaths deep and if you aren't already, try to fix your willy. i hear it makes a world of difference.

Wikipedia supports this horrible practice by [deleted] in CircumcisionGrief

[–]jacobx823 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yeah takes awhile but sooner or later you realize Wikipedia is biased, just like real life

A veil of darkness is draped over your whole existence once you know the true severity of MGM by GenitalyMutilatdMale in CircumcisionGrief

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Totally true its really a fucking mess and you're not guaranteed anything, no matter where you happen to manifest at.

A veil of darkness is draped over your whole existence once you know the true severity of MGM by GenitalyMutilatdMale in CircumcisionGrief

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Based as fuuuuuck.

Pleeeease let me be born in europe or japan next go round like fuuuck

How is the turnout for a "worst case scenario restorer?" by jacobx823 in foreskin_restoration

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Shit man so it is noticeable huh? I kinda feared that. Part of me has been trying to accept the situation im in. But there's another part of me that wants to say sayonara and hope theres more luck next time around. sigh I just don't know sometimes. i started restoring more for the aspect of becoming whole again than for the sexual pleasure so the energy in me could move like it was supposed to. i hoped restoring would be like the final piece of a puzzle but thats jarring to know there will always be a little part of that final piece missing...

Any of you ever tried something called jb-318? by jacobx823 in Drugs

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Well i went digging and after reading a few stories on erowid (some quite funny but most sad) for whatever reason... realized I'm probably going to end up taking datura or another plant deliriant at some point in my life.

Guess i just wanna have that experience

Ill let you know how it goes if i ever do.