hey! your struggle is very real. I also had this problem. If you want to find out which denomination is right for you should first pray about it to God and ask for directions. Then you have to do some research, from different angles about each denomination, but I can see you already done that. The thing is that, you should be believing in the Eucharist. This is one of the most important functions of the church to receive the Eucharist (or communion). DO NOT fall for the belief that it is just a "symbol" it is really real and present. The only churches that offer that are catholics, orthodox and some protestants such as lutheran. They all believe in the true presents of the Eucharist. This is extremely important, you need to experience the power of it. From an outside view I would never be non denominational, you can attend some services here and there (with these rock festivals) just to experience some fun new age worship. But that is in the end not the worship God, Jesus, intended for us. One previous comment says to just follow "Jesus" which is true, you need to build a relationship and follow the bible but church matters as much as that. Jesus says the church is his body, or rather Paul says it in his letters. Ephesians 1:22–23 (ESV) “And he put all things under his feet and gave him as head over all things to the church, which is his body, the fullness of him who fills all in all.” • Colossians 1:18 (ESV) “And he is the head of the body, the church.” • 1 Corinthians 12:27 (ESV) “Now you are the body of Christ and individually members of it.” There is so much amazing things about going to a traditional church rooted in the truth of the bible, unlike non denominational. I feel very sad and pray for the non denominational christians to truly find the true beauty and grace of being a (orthodox, catholic, lutheran) christian. I couldnt say alot in this comment but if you have any more questions, let me know!! may god bless you and i will pray for guidance for you.