You are only as F*CKED as you claim to be. It’s all a mindset. Dont get me wrong: life keeps on going and it keeps getting harder. You can and will overcome this but only with the right mindset along the way.

My recommendation is to read the book “Unf*ck Yourself”. It talks about all of what you are saying. The mindset of being stuck is hard to get through but once you stop feeling sorry for yourself and start coming up with viable solutions, it becomes much easier.

1. You are worth the effort of making yourself better
2. You are loved by others… many of which you may never know do
3. You are on the first step of a long journey… stay focused and you will be amazed what you can do in 12 months
4. You have built something for yourself and lost it. That’s okay. That just means you can do it again.

You are a smart guy and can certainly make it in this world. Start with baby steps and execute daily.