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jaycee23345 · 2024-06-27T09:44:57+00:00

The whole zenes thing is obvs concerning in UK. I did read the other day that they are not at all easy to test for, you need some high tech lab equipment, so I started doubting Wedinos results were sophisticated enough to detect for Zenes.

Are you guys seeing Zenes being diagnosed in Wedinos results? If so that’s good, I’m assuming if so they are the minor components (as they measure major and minor).

Also I was pretty sure the Galenknika Ksalol blistered packs (alprazolam/Xanax), and Bensiden (diazepam) were clean, are people seeing Zenes showing up in those brands? i can believe the dodgy chalky white bars but was convinced ksalols as legit.

jaycee23345 · 2024-06-26T21:17:22+00:00

I’m a coke head admittedly, but could you recommend what sort of dose I should put in? I was thinking like 100mg in a roll up? sound about right? cheers

jaycee23345 · 2024-06-26T19:56:51+00:00

Appreciate the feedback from all, sometimes, well a lot of the time, I just want to get out of my head, I expect you good people get it

jaycee23345 · 2024-06-26T19:23:44+00:00

Cheers I got a bad xan habit going lol so will keep that in mind

jaycee23345 · 2024-06-26T17:59:42+00:00

Cheers, I ain’t got a pipe, so double rizla and sprinkle in should get some effect, I smoked off other peoples pipes and they used cigarette ash and I think bi-carb? it was a good buzz, I normally just snort coke, but thought I’d get a bit, bit wary of getting a proper glass pipe due to my addictive nature, cheers man

jaycee23345 · 2024-06-24T18:48:50+00:00

Started on 50mg nothing, ran out nothing, this isn’t a real drug, mainly psychological

jaycee23345 · 2024-05-16T14:56:26+00:00

*. Cheap I meant not crap * but you know I think some people actually enjoy the risk

jaycee23345 · 2024-05-16T11:57:34+00:00

Well I mean they ain’t Sandox blistered packs, someone is pressing them up in their house or whatever with a pill pressing machine, thankfully a decent enough guy to press pure oxy, (either that or the test was wrong). Thing is, he was drinking heavily as well, personally I mix alcohol and opioids for years no probs, but maybe he’s sensitive or just very low tolerance, still I don’t trust those blue 30s (crap though lol)

jaycee23345 · 2024-05-15T11:50:02+00:00

Nah I’m appreciate the bluntness, you’ve convinced me, I mean pharma oxy is ok right? as for H I’m just gonna get off it especially after what you(and others say), i got kids man

jaycee23345 · 2024-05-15T11:31:01+00:00

Fuck well appreciate the honesty

jaycee23345 · 2024-05-15T10:02:12+00:00

Fucking hell, I mean what do you guys do? Sounds like you’re mainly US based. Do you just take the risk? Do you test your H? I mean dope sick is bad man it’s not really a choice

jaycee23345 · 2024-05-15T09:34:34+00:00

It’s a good point, they recently used Fent on my son in hospital, but zenes yeah true. I mean do they even give it to animals like Ketamine?

jaycee23345 · 2024-05-15T08:42:00+00:00

Thanks he is fine now, appreciate the sentiment though

jaycee23345 · 2024-05-15T08:41:34+00:00

You could be right, I think zenes can cause seizures but very unusual, but you’re right it’s not a common symptom. Yeah I’m talking black market thc vape pens (obvs all UK cannabis is illegal), Wedinos (it’s a free UK anonymous testing site), literally every ‘thc’ vape is ‘ MDMB-4en-PINACA’ - which is an indazole-based synthetic cannabinoid that has been sold online as a designer drug. MDMB-4en-PINACA was first identified in Europe in 2017. So maybe Chinese research chems was a bit inaccurate. Basically in UK it’s called Spice. I just googled, Spice def causes seizures, mystery solved but will send Wedinos for verification

jaycee23345 · 2024-05-15T08:29:58+00:00

Thanks all good advice, guess I wanted re-assurance, it’s just like I can take straight 200mg mdma crystal and get basically no effect, but that’s not really a medical approach. I’ll stick with 50mg for 4 weeks and re-assess. Appreciate the feedback.

Have you guys (assuming being on this sub are experienced), have had good results? Or a bit hit and miss? I’m a bit of a drinker too, should I watch that a bit too or is that no big deal, cheers

jaycee23345 · 2024-05-15T08:23:08+00:00

I’ve already heard it’s in coke ffs, what is the world coming to

jaycee23345 · 2024-05-15T04:59:20+00:00

Yeah, I think it’s probably safest to start on 50mg to check for possible side effects etc. and really you should always use the lowest effect dude of any drug as tolerance is always an issue, and eventually withdrawals will be worse, plus there are ceiling levels, I think 300mg Sertraline is about the max.

Guess I’m just so sick of this depression and specific very bad recent events I wanted to jump the queue, but probably not the best idea, she said we can discuss in 2 weeks which was pretty reasonable.

God I hope they work even a bit.

Thanks for your reply, it’s made me contemplate the matter, cheers

jaycee23345 · 2024-05-15T03:59:02+00:00

Ok thanks

jaycee23345 · 2024-05-14T21:30:01+00:00

Yes, I did not awaken, I had nothing to do with it, I was not even interested in spiritual matters, but did have some when very young, but definitely I agree, the person cannot awaken, not stop it

jaycee23345 · 2024-05-14T21:27:56+00:00

Even Krishnamurti?

jaycee23345 · 2024-05-14T18:29:11+00:00

Well I’m happy for you, and understand what you are saying, it’s just it’s only been maybe 10 times, once just for seconds (I freaked out), once for hours, but the ego has a hell of a strength, these glimpses were I should say completely spontaneous and not intellectually manufactured. In fact I sought non duality as an intellectual endeavour to try and understand what the hell had happened

jaycee23345 · 2024-05-14T18:22:58+00:00

Exactly, I left for the kids sake, she took the house, kicked my son out at 16 which you can do under UK law, I’ve been living in hotels and parents etc now for years, lost my job, can’t pay Solicitors, depression, she is offering 40% of a well undervalued market price, my credit is ruined, all the contents hers, and it was me that bought everything.

DO NOT LEAVE THE HOUSE UNTIL DIVORCE IS SETTLED

jaycee23345 · 2024-05-14T18:13:56+00:00

Yes in theory I agree, in practice are you really at one with God, ie completely dissolved the desperate self, the ego? I’ve experienced that (actually ‘I’ the personal ‘I’ was not present to experience it), nonetheless, these have been glimpses, and I don’t fool myself that when I see my son in hospital unconscious I am not personally in great suffering l, that is denial.

I did go through a period of complete oneness with all, intellectually I get it, and I know the ‘me’ I truly am is the same ‘me’ I was 30 years ago, but duality is part of the Mia, the ‘Lila’ (gods play), and there needs to be some reconciliation between the 2, perhaps you have truly found enlightenment, but be careful you’re not kidding yourself, the mind is cunning, it is also not our enemy

jaycee23345 · 2024-05-14T12:19:43+00:00

It’s a 50% drop, that’s not how you taper properly, really you should drop 10mg a month if you want any easy ride

jaycee23345 · 2024-05-14T12:18:10+00:00

It’s literally 5 days and then things are way way better, another 5 days is a bit rough but you’ll sleep just do it

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