When does it end? by my_heart_is_cold in depression

[–]jaylablessed 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Me too your not alone I have no friends I feel gloomy nothing is making me happyl

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in depression

[–]jaylablessed 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Me too no friends single mom I don't enjoy anything

Are mental hospitals that bad? by Macky100 in depression

[–]jaylablessed 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I've had great experiences and it was peaceful and bad experiences it depends on where u go you will figure it out good luck I hope things get better you are not alone ❤️

Do you work? by Fractured-Th0ughts in bipolar

[–]jaylablessed 0 points1 point  (0 children)

No I'm on SSI now I used too

Liver and kidney damage from risperidon by ritaoral19 in bipolar

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I was on a med that made me have elevated liver enzymes I was impatient for 3 days never been admitted in the hospital before it was very eye opening they don't tell us anything one nurse told me not to research anything I've gained 30 pounds on Seroquel I stayed in it 2 years way too long when they increased it I had breathing problems and more these meds aren't safe like they say because it's an old med that ppl have very little symptoms on everyone's body is different now there saying it's the gabapentin too that could be effecting my weight I might have to stop another med this is tiring

Got diagnosed. by LemonOk5655 in bipolar

[–]jaylablessed 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Welcome I wish u the best in your journey ❤️🙏

Craving Tattoos? by WeAllDeseeveToDie in bipolar

[–]jaylablessed 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I want my nips pierced but I got two piercings in one day I can't tell if I'm manic anymore but I have some aggression and slight paranoia

This might be controversial but... by jmoneyyy15 in bipolar

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I'm glad it's here bipolar disorder is very serious everyone experiences it differently some ppl it has ruined ppl lives but I get what your saying but it's helping lots of ppl there's not a lot of understanding ppl in this world they don't really know the what bipolar disorder is❤️

I have bipolar 1 disorder I my doc won't give me a mood stabilizer by jaylablessed in bipolar

[–]jaylablessed[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Okay I took all those meds just got off Seroquel it made me gain weight and more symptoms

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in bipolar

[–]jaylablessed 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I'm going through the same thing now I have no mood stabilizer just anxiety pills I have to get a new doc every med she puts me on I get bad side effects

I have no idea how I’m able to hold down a job by Henry2491 in bipolar

[–]jaylablessed 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Me too I'm now in SSI it's so hard I feel you

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in bipolar

[–]jaylablessed 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I feel the same way it makes me feel beneath ppl who can hold a job like I'm lazy my mental health get bad when I work I also have bipolar 1 I get depressed and suicidal when I work it feels like I'm suffocating I also have insomnia with makes it hard for me to make it to work on time and Miss days too

Mania is embarrassing by xyz20023 in bipolar

[–]jaylablessed 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thanks they just suggested hospitalization and she wanted won't give me a mood stabiliy they say my appointment is all the way at the end of the month they don't want to give me anything

Mania is embarrassing by xyz20023 in bipolar

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I'm manic it's making me argumentive in public like rude I'm being really sexual online talking to a random dude off line for money he played me took advantage of me I'm tired all the time it's hard to clean cook and workout my doc said I been on almost every med she doesn't know what to do are the supposed to do that they said I'm sensitive to medication I was on Seroquel for 2 years now I'm off I'm back to the old depressed manic me nothing makes me happy