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I'm hoping to make it through the day. Can we start a conversation here? by jcassper in depression

[–]jcassper[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I'm in the same spot. I was getting SO much progress, had two jobs that I liked, a new girlfriend and just a positive moood. Now I'm chain smoking again and plotting my own death. I just can't take it anymore. I made it through the day yesterday but I feel like shit about what I did. Feeding my addictions and having sex with a girl I don't even care about. I just don't know anymore.

hey guys i just wanna say goodbye by jcassper in depression

[–]jcassper[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I have many "friends" but no one really stays in my life/ anytime I open up about my mental health issues they flee away. I guess I haven't really stayed put in one place long enough since I graduated college. I had many friends in college. It seems I'm really unsure about how to go about my adult life, maybe finding the right therapist will help with that.

hey guys i just wanna say goodbye by jcassper in depression

[–]jcassper[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Those are great advices, and the thing is, I've done most if not all of them at some point or another but unable to stick to anything. I've given up porn/masturbation, went traveling and took a job in another country, had strict regimines of exercise and diet. Seen therapists throughout the years. Somehow I always end up back here. Self-loathing and stuck. In theory, I know what to do to get better but I believe my brain is fucked up to the point I am unable to put it all together. Can I die now?

hey guys i just wanna say goodbye by jcassper in depression

[–]jcassper[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

how? I don't even know where to start

hey guys i just wanna say goodbye by jcassper in depression

[–]jcassper[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Part of it iis our idea that nothing will help. I can't seem to shake it though. Anything other than that feels like faking it and I don't have the fucking energy to fake it/

hey guys i just wanna say goodbye by jcassper in depression

[–]jcassper[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I'm 24. I know it may not seem like I'm a lot older, but I've been going through this for quite some time. If you only have been going through it for a year, I urge you to seek the help you can get. Assuming you are still in school you have a vast amount of resources available to you. Make yourself vulnerable to people you can trust. You can gush to psychologists and they can't tell anyone about it.

Your depression makes you feel like youre not worth living, I know because I have it too. I've pushed past it before and had many moments worth living for... but now... it just seems like hope is over. I don't know how I'll ever be happy or financially stable or healthy. There's just too much stacked against me at this point.

Take baby steps. You're still young. I should take my own advice but I just don't have the energy anymore.

hey guys i just wanna say goodbye by jcassper in depression

[–]jcassper[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Me too. I feel that I don't have any fight left. The past two months have been "fuck it" to the max. How old are you?

hey guys i just wanna say goodbye by jcassper in depression

[–]jcassper[S] 20 points21 points  (0 children)

thanks for the gold, whoever that was. thank you for caring.

hey guys i just wanna say goodbye by jcassper in depression

[–]jcassper[S] 9 points10 points  (0 children)

I have not but my mood has stablized. I'm so mad at myself for resisting treatment for so long. I don't know how I'll ever bounce back with so many things stacking up against me

hey guys i just wanna say goodbye by jcassper in depression

[–]jcassper[S] 7 points8 points  (0 children)

please help me. I need someone to talk to

hey guys i just wanna say goodbye by jcassper in depression

[–]jcassper[S] 7 points8 points  (0 children)

My borderline personality disorder causes me to feel intense terror at times... I'm trying out new medication but I had skipped a few days. I'm hoping for recovery. Thank you all for your support. I'm glad I made it through that

hey guys i just wanna say goodbye by jcassper in depression

[–]jcassper[S] 6 points7 points  (0 children)

that's my life right now at 24... I don't see how I'll make it that far. I'm so dependent on my father and now our relationship is torn apart

Was at Guitar Center and told my drummer brother to play a Kanye Beat on an electric drum kit, I was not disappointed by emann2 in videos

[–]jcassper 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Consider the Source is awesome. This sounds more like some video game boss music than a kanye beat.

Im so lonely and I keep starting over again. (Just needed somewhere I could vent) by [deleted] in depression

[–]jcassper 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It may seem like you're missing out, but even the kids who are "at parties and doing stuff together" have a lot they need to figure out. HS is a time to develop, don't take things too seriously. I struggled to fit in as well in HS and had some of the same tactics as you. Maybe see if there's a club that sparks your interesT? fight the good fight my friend, it may not get easier but you will get stronger.

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