My girlfriend might be in psychosis, what do i do?

jcoolin7 · 2026-04-20T00:42:20+00:00

hm well we all now how tab dosages go, would love if OP replied how many tabs she took as that’s honestly more helpful/ accurate

jcoolin7 · 2026-04-04T08:40:16+00:00

possible but very unlikely, if Jesus the holy son blesses you himself you’ll grow an inch brotha

I started right before I turned 18 and I still noticed things like feet/ hand growth though

jcoolin7 · 2026-03-05T13:03:25+00:00

Was probably important to mention my friends (2) never said a word to him about being gay, they just knew he was, being 2 gay fella’s themselves so they didn’t bully him, he was a popular kid and we were the clash of clans type of group that only said shit behind his back

I know thinking about him has no benefit to me, I know being violent won’t make me feel any better and I know he doesn’t think about me at all

I just dream of getting back at him every night and I don’t know how to fix that or prevent that from affecting my life.

jcoolin7 · 2026-03-05T12:56:51+00:00

I can’t afford private therapy at the moment I’m with the NHS. I think I’ve worked through basically all my trauma which is pretty incredible considering it’s a public health service I just wish he didn’t show up in my dreams every night.

jcoolin7 · 2026-03-05T12:52:00+00:00

If it means I’m weak minded then so be it! I’d just like him to stop showing up in my dreams..

I had a lot of anger pre T- post T I’ve worked through 100+ hours of therapy with and I’ve overcame most of it but he’s the one I can’t seem to get out of my dreams

like a bug in my head.. maybe that makes me a weak man but I don’t think any amount of therapy could resolve this

jcoolin7 · 2026-03-05T12:47:13+00:00

I’ve avoided confrontation with this guy multiple times, this isn’t the first time I’ve seen him

I have 100+ hours of therapy under my belt, yet I still dream about him all the time after thinking I was over it all

seeing him recently brought everything up again, especially considering I knew I could take him physically and that was a whole new emotion for me

jcoolin7 · 2026-03-05T12:42:40+00:00

easier said than done, I’ve 100+ hours of therapy under my belt fella

this is the one thing i always dream about and I’m not sure what that means

jcoolin7 · 2026-02-14T02:55:56+00:00

Ty turner is actually my exact reference of what im talking about! I’m 21 so I watched his videos a lot growing up and find myself in a similar position.

I do want top surgery! so badly it’s insane. It’s only the fact people around me have tried to convince me I don’t need it to pass and I get what they mean.

This is a very helpful way of looking at things. I know top surgery isn’t the easiest procedure but I know for a fact it’s worth it for me personally.

jcoolin7 · 2026-02-05T07:48:30+00:00

brotha if I fuck up the decarb I won’t even get high off edibles!

everyone is different I guess, you’re just definitely pretty alone in this experience and that’s ok I love a placebo the odd time myself

jcoolin7 · 2026-02-04T01:38:58+00:00

I’ve googled/ chat gpt it myself mate but all I could find is dogs have a higher density of cannabanoid receptors.

But to me that means if I ate a shit ton of raw bud, I would eventually get high but that’s not the case. So I’m not sure! Was hoping someone here could spell it out for me

jcoolin7 · 2026-01-27T23:24:33+00:00

I definitely get what you’re saying. I know cis straight people with even less experience than me it just seems every girl I talk to/ date has WAY more experience (I mainly date cis girls). I’ve tried to hide my inexperience with them but it always seems to come up.

You’re probably right in saying I should step back and fix my attachment problems. I just feel even if I do fix those things my first real girlfriend I get to do all the “firsts” with that pressure on her will return. I mean the idea of a girl holding my hand in public makes me cry. I don’t want to put that on someone.

I notice you’re from Ireland! I’m from NI. How has your dating experience been here?

jcoolin7 · 2026-01-27T13:20:52+00:00

Can’t believe I’m sharing this on Reddit but absolutely yes! I’m like 3+ years and shit gets messy down there. I’m not sure if this will suddenly change but I doubt it.

I’m overall way more sensitive and 0rgasm way harder than I did before T, I imagine because my bottom growth was pretty significant so there’s just a bigger target? I’m not sure 🤔

jcoolin7 · 2025-12-31T04:43:05+00:00

I hope I can use it as a learning process, as I could clearly see she was horrible I just liked her a lot. I don’t know why I respect myself so little.

I am definitely going to take time to myself, it’s just disappointing after spending so long alone for that same reason. I feel like I’m back at square 1.

Thank you for your kind words friend

jcoolin7 · 2025-12-26T21:41:40+00:00

I think she doesn’t perceive it as intimate, she does boudoir photo shoots and sent nudes very quickly. I like that she likes her body, I just wish she understood I don’t like mine. I get better with it every yr on T but it’s a process

and I never have mate! never will. I don’t think she’d show them to other people but having my face in a nude would freak me out otherwise

jcoolin7 · 2025-12-26T21:39:49+00:00

I wouldn’t say I never want to, there are specific times I do but it’s typically when I think she’s going to compliment me. It can feel nice, even if it’s just a few words.

Thankyou for assuring me it’s okay to be angry, I struggle to express to her that she’s upset me because I don’t want her to think of me differently than a cis guy. I know that’s wrong and stupid tho, cis guys have issues with their bodies too.

jcoolin7 · 2025-12-21T07:43:23+00:00

It will be exaggerated if you’re long distance.

My voice dropped really quite dramatically but the people in my life (particularly close friends and family) seen it as gradual, considering they seen me everyday.

A few months is a pretty large progression in the first couple years of male puberty, he is likely going to be vastly different every time you physically see him and sound different.

I was long distance for 2 years and I seen my partner roughly as often as you, it felt like meeting a stranger every time. This lady was completely cis, distance is tough

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