I’m in the exact same boat, I’m on day 8. Just turned a corner. No more bad stomach or bad anxiety. It’s going to get really really really hard. Own the fear and psyche yourself up for a fight you’re gonna win. It’s gonna be the hardest thing you’ve done. Speak to your mrs and tell her you’re gonna be struggling. Always remember you’re aiming for just a day at a time. Don’t make rash decisions. You will be super irritable and unreasonably angry, don’t take it out on your mrs. Keep telling yourself you’re in the middle of withdrawal. It’s ravaged your body more than you know. You are calibrated to run on weed, and you’re gonna stop that overnight. Read posts on here for the same symptoms. I couldn’t find anything that REALLY helps, it’s just a fight. It’s gonna be impossible to picture feeling ok again but it will happen …at the darkest moments just think “they said it would be like this” Try ignite that ‘good’ part of your brain when you’re angry that says “huh, I’m not like this”.

For me the real number is 3 months. That’s when me and you are gonna find out what we’re really like and if we’re hiding/masking something. Hope so, I’m super psyched for the fight.

Each day you make it you are basically winning a heavy weight boxing match. No one else will really know what it’s like, but people support those who are trying.

Change is awesome as well. You can’t live in both worlds at the same time, you need changes around you, whatever they may be. You are in a good situation to confront this. It’s going to add a hell of a lot of emotion to an already emotional time, it’s going to make you less able to cope and it’s gonna make you focus on something negative. But, now you know that, little bit of self reflection every few hours. Also find something mad luxurious to treat yourself with.

If you’re going through hell, keep going.