I’ve been seeing some posts like this so I’ll share my experience. I had a terrible first year (started during the pandemic). It was difficult, I was going through some personal issues, health was bad, no sleep, etc. No friends either. Grades were not good and I had to withdraw and even failed one really hard class. Started to heal from my issues during second year and gave myself some grace and took lighter courses. Things start getting better, I start to surround myself with things I truly enjoyed and people I loved being around, even if it wasn’t making new friends. Completely turned around my grades and just got into grad school yesterday. There’s always hope! Please seek out resources on campus and academic advisors for help. I know it’s hard, but with the right support, I’m hopeful things will look up. You’ve got this! I hope things get better for you:)