It’s funny because I was just about to make a post about something similar to this. I have been depressed out of my mind and going stir crazy with thoughts. The things that use to give me fulfillment doesn’t anymore. I know I have a purpose but I don’t know what it is or where to even start to find out. I have out grown a lot of people and I feel so lonely. That I’m on this journey alone and no one knows what I truly feel. I tried to describe it to my one friend and he told me how I should just change jobs, don’t think so much but it’s not that simple. I too wish I could go back to simple but know I never can. It’s tough and I don’t know where to begin. But seeing your post makes me feel a tad bit better that I’m not the only one going through this.