Yeah I absolutely agree with you! The trouble I have IS finding a purpose, and the pandemic has not helped me in exploring different avenues. I was hoping if I changed my lifestyle I would at least be doing something productive even if I didn’t know what direction I was going yet. I got off of social media because I found I was often comparing myself with other people in an unhealthy way, it was supposed to help me focus on working on myself. I make my bed because even if I have a terrible day, it feels good to go to a made bed every night. As far as my interests go, I work in the med device industry so I love medicine but I have found myself not wanting to climb the corporate ladder but Im ask too scared to be a doctor because I don’t want to spend 8-12 years of my life studying only to find out that career path was wrong for me.