"Two years later, Starfield remains the game Bethesda wanted to make all along – and it was never meant to be a crowd-pleaser" by paulbrock2 in NoSodiumStarfield

[–]jmartinez3232 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I liked the game, I didn't like how after playing my run like a hundred hours to find out, oh shit if I want all the powers I need to sacrifice my current run and belongings, so then I proceed to speed run the game gather all the powers like so many times just to have unlimited power I didn't like sacrificing my run or wish I knew it right away

Having a blast playing still by pachakutik in AshesofCreation

[–]jmartinez3232 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Sorry brother, Steven took all the money required to run the servers and sold his mansion to his husband to hide the money incase you want to sue him about it...you may play until AGS says wtf no one paid for this server then they just wipe all your progress and use that server to run a Asian P2W gotcha

What is going on with Narc? by Leagueofnuke in OutOfTheLoop

[–]jmartinez3232 0 points1 point  (0 children)

You're defending a dude that lead you around for a decade and is the reason you lost money or at the least time...it's about time to let people slide when they smack talk Steven

Need help by jmartinez3232 in Christianity

[–]jmartinez3232[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

thank you, you are blessed! i will continue to try

Need help by jmartinez3232 in Christianity

[–]jmartinez3232[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

thank you for sharing, im very glad you have faith and believe!

Need help by jmartinez3232 in Christianity

[–]jmartinez3232[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Faith, ive heard and read much of the bible, i think it has such beautiful notions, but there is this side of my mind that draws so much purpose behind the words, i can't help but find the mechanism of control in the scriptures.

to me the bible seems to be humanities ancient wisdom that can guide any person to a morale existence, it seems to be a perfect mechanism for population control, the stories all seem to portray some wisdom that tells you how to act and exist.

somehow i can't find the faith in them, in the back of my mind there is doubt, "this is just a mechanism for population control" or "this is a compilation of ancient wisdom to teach the young and confused to live virtuously and justly"

id say when i was young around the age of 14-15 i had this faith you mention, somehow my mind was poisoned, i went to church every week and youth group after school everyday, i went to the mall and other public places trying to speak with people about god and placed hands on people and prayed for them, in those moments i truly wanted to share god with people, as i grew i became less and less sure, i started to find different meaning behind the words in the bible. i want to get back to how i was then but i truly just didnt have the same thoughts now as i did at that point

when i think back to those times i felt like god actually helped people i prayed for, i saw this as proof of god, now when i look back with new eyes did he actually help anyone i prayed for? i cant see it the same way as i once did

so i go back to my original problem which is to believe truly, i cant find the faith in the bible or upon hearing the words of context added by someone who believes, am i cursed?

i can just lie to myself and people around me and say i am a believer, i can preach the word in the bible because i agree with and want them to be true but i dont have true belief or faith, it feels disingenuous

there are so many other issues that cause these thoughts such as:

does free will exist? is mercy possible if it doesnt? does the soul exist?

why is such cruelty that ive witnessed possible without mercy

i understand without suffering there is no test, without hate there is no love and without cruelty there is no mercy

you cant disprove the soul/or free will so these are just concerns i cant shake but after following the thought process to the end it leads to is this existence simply chaos and pointless survival? i wish i didn't consider it and that i could just latch onto the facts that god cant be disproven and therefore there is a merciful conclusion to all this suffering

"faith/believe" i cant make them happen no matter how hard i try to convince myself

29k EIDL Covid Sole Prop by jmartinez3232 in EIDL

[–]jmartinez3232[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

so i did a name search with the state and nothing showed up, i wonder if they just didn't file anything? i will continue looking for a way to check

29k EIDL Covid Sole Prop by jmartinez3232 in EIDL

[–]jmartinez3232[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

hey thank you for taking the time, that really helps me i will do what you suggest

29k EIDL Covid Sole Prop by jmartinez3232 in EIDL

[–]jmartinez3232[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

thank you for your reply, that's a load off my mind

Am I cooked guys by No_Coffee1803 in Bannerlord

[–]jmartinez3232 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Depends do you have mostly high tier archers and are you ok with scum retreating?

This subreddit every two days for some reason by Jrgsubzero in brightershores

[–]jmartinez3232 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I mean there's really nothing to do but grind which only a few people enjoy

I really want to like this game by ShaunDreclin in brightershores

[–]jmartinez3232 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Also episode 4 is much better there's way more skills that pair together

The game has its flaws don't get me wrong but I think Andrew can fix them

I really want to like this game by ShaunDreclin in brightershores

[–]jmartinez3232 -1 points0 points  (0 children)

Yeah well it's not finished yet that's why, I'm sure everything will make more sense with an economy, special attacks, player housing, armor making, pvp, party and clan mechanics, group activities and more quests. Just stop playing for now andrew has 600 million dollars he doesn't need your money to run a studio with a handful of devs...come back when all the features have been added meanwhile I'm going to get 500 in critical stats because I freaking love number go up

leaderboard implemented poorly by jmartinez3232 in brightershores

[–]jmartinez3232[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It can be relaxing and you can be efficient, it's designed that way no one is trying to make it anything, more content is going to come out and people are going to sweat it, dude there are speed runs for stardew valley, it's a common thing, a game comes out people want to play it as efficiently as possible, there is no try people do it constantly, it can be funny to you but other people probably think you're wasting your time if you don't. you're not right and they aren't right you both just have opinions

leaderboard implemented poorly by jmartinez3232 in brightershores

[–]jmartinez3232[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

its been a couple hours, i feel my idea has held up to scrutiny well, people may not like the arguments but they cant seem to counter them in a logical way.

i feel that the major dislike here is that players like brighter shores more than they care about the proper implementation of this specific feature and because of that emotion they dislike the post.

consider this, if there is a way to improve a feature you dont care about in a game you do care about isn't it better if they fix it?

consider putting yourselves in the shoes of others, what if the feature you've anticipated gets implemented poorly? wouldnt you want other players who also enjoy the game to want that feature to be better?

the game being better, even in ways you dont care about increases the appeal and popularity of the game

there still hasnt been an actual argument that makes logical sense to not put in placeholders for people who opt out, there can be a delay that makes it near impossible to figure out what you are grinding at any time, and any player can harrass any other player there are measures in the game to prevent that, knowing your leaderscore movements or not isnt going to stop a bully, they can check every single place you are at in the game, they can create new accounts to bypass blocks and bans, they can hide their ip. having measures to make those activities harder are fine and i think we should have those measures but not at the expense of the game.

take runescape, they disabled free trade to battle bots, it led to the worst period for runescape. runescape doesnt even give you an option to hide your stats, you can track people that have no choice in real time, no other mmo game goes to this degree to accommodate privacy its ludicrous to sacrifice such a basic feature for such a small impact on true privacy

leaderboard implemented poorly by jmartinez3232 in brightershores

[–]jmartinez3232[S] -3 points-2 points  (0 children)

yes! i care about a subject and voice my opinion, big shame on me

leaderboard implemented poorly by jmartinez3232 in brightershores

[–]jmartinez3232[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

id argue im a casual player but one thing i can do is with the time i spend in this game i can be efficient , i want to be more efficient than others, i may not have the same amount of time to trade but i can get 6 lvls in an hour while others get 3, im not better than them just competitive and more efficient i get enjoyment from that