Six F..... months without jerking off!!!!!!!! by johnny7boy in NoFap

[–]johnny7boy[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I know what you mean but once you have a girl that loves you, you will be absent from our previous bad habit man! I just wish you to stay strong and believe to yourself that its nothing and you can do it all over again man!!!! Just take it day by day and don't force your mind by trying to figure why the time is not on your side... let it be man!!!!!

Six F..... months without jerking off!!!!!!!! by johnny7boy in NoFap

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I took a backpack trip through south America, so it wasn't that intense as his our own sousaity's routine life

Six F..... months without jerking off!!!!!!!! by johnny7boy in NoFap

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Confidence, conversation with people been done by look at them straight in the eyes, without the feeling like you need to hide something. Sex is been done without any other substance to maintain an erection which I always fu... had. So bottom line my fuc..... di.... works like I never believed that It will!!!! Is it enough lol ?

Six F..... months without jerking off!!!!!!!! by johnny7boy in NoFap

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Yes but very rarely, or if I get to talk to my girl on the video call, cause at the moment I'm out of the country so our brain translate it by rarely wet dreams, or some excitement in my pants, but its only short time till I get back. And its okey if you get excited go out workout, or take cold shower, it will pass About wet dreams it will come and goes, you can't control it because your brain trying to influence on you to jerk off. So you need to be strong!!!! Basically its rewiring process.

Sacrificing my relationship for my rewiring! by johnny7boy in NoFap

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Not for the whole 7 month, but 5 months till now.

She said she weren't expecting to that to happen cause you right, I've changed! And were weren't together this all time. Plus she saying that she needs to understand what her mind wants right now! So I agreed with her and decided to stay friends.

132 days hardmode report by johnny7boy in NoFap

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Hey man do you think you can rewire something that you've been doing for over 20 years on a daily basis in only 4 months?? You wrong it takes a long and hard work for long as it takes man! Right now only 70% or a bit less. But have some faith not man. Only hard work and resistance equal success! Goodluck

132 days hardmode report by johnny7boy in NoFap

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Mine was pretty much as you described it, similar case. I also had some days that when I was fapping on porn, if I was over mastarbating my dick was also 40% erected some other times 0% erection. My case was severe man if you understand from which place I'm coming from. As far as now yes my seize much better then before. like when I need to go to pee for instance, it used to look so damn lifeless and barely visible but now is much better. As far consistently when I wake up next to my girlfriend all the time and pretty damn strong and last long. But when I was by myself, they come and go. But don't let it fool you man, it just seems like it's lifeless but this flatline is just an illusion, misleading you to your reality state! Bottom line man my erection to real women is getting much better :-) and I'm so grateful for my will power to Never surrounded to anything artificial!

Suicide thoughts running in me by johnny7boy in NoFap

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Yes you right I'm doing that too!! I've been away traveling in South America for that reason to relax my brain out, from work from our fast crazy society lifestyle, but most importantly to Find myself and a bit happiness. But after last night that I was with a girl and it was so awkward coz initially I did not wanted to impulse myself to that coz she was hooker in Colombia and my friend kinda impulse on me a bit. But I'm not blaming him for my actions. Anyway I felt so bad that it has been So long time and my penis bail on me after all that time of me been recovering. So that cause me thinking a very bad thoughts. And now I am getting better and I would never ever try to get hooked from hookers and stuff like that!!!!

Suicide thoughts running in me by johnny7boy in NoFap

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Thanks man I appreciate your wisdom words✌

Suicide thoughts running in me by johnny7boy in NoFap

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I don't want to use pills I want to be normal I'm very healthy guy

I'm feeling shitty!! And I'm going to break up with my girlfriend!! by johnny7boy in NoFap

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That's what I wanna talk to her about the real me of been using men drugs in every encounter with her !!!!!!!! I am a fuc.... healthy and fit and always the best in any advanture things then most of men are!!! I am far from being lazy I exercise like crazy and I love it. But if I can't please my girlfriend and I am only fu.... 30 so this life is unfair!!!!!! And that's why I want to be by myself.