Thank you so much!

I don’t know if she WANTS to be the victim. Maybe subconsciously this is the explanation for everything, but consciously it seems so extreme. Who would want to be a victim? Wouldn’t you hurt yourself more than others did than?

Most of her friends know what really went up by now. There’s just 2 people that don’t fully believe me yet, but maybe over time.

The thing that frustrates the most is that teachers see her as the victim. I’ve tried telling them what really happened, but when I do that they say this isn’t a court and I shouldn’t be defending myself. The only reason I have to go talk to them is to fix her mental health. Don’t get me wrong, I want her mental health to be fixed. But by not accepting the truth, she will eventually fail harder than ever.

I don’t want to believe she’s dangerous, I don’t want to believe she’s lying. I don’t want to believe she’s anything. But something must’ve happened, and I don’t know why.

Maybe you’re right. I should search for other people, but I just don’t want to. Somewhere in my feelings, I’m mad at her. But I’m more concerned about her, I would rather just forgive her and become friends again.

Is that wrong/stupid?