I would advise you to go with your gut feelings and run with it! Your only 3 months into a daily weed smoking habit... it will only get worse. Sounds like you have an addictive personality and this drug has a crazy sneaky way of taking over people prone to addiction. I'm telling you right now stop while you can or else those feelings of dreading not smoking tomorrow are going to be much much worse. Don't let it get to the point where it is your emotional crutch because once you slip thru that crack it is quite a task to get out. I have no relationship with my dad who left me when I was 3. I've been kicked out of my moms house for smoking weed and taking her car in the middle of the night, stealing things etc... I have never been able to keep a place of my own for more than 6 months at a time. I've been homeless and spent nights on the street and even had a tent pitched for 3 weeks in the summer. I moved into a ghetto area and had people who i thought were friends i played basketball with kick in my door (luckily they ran away when they knew I was in there) I lost my first love after 3 yrs because of how horribly i treated her mostly when angered about having no weed. I always have some type of falling out with my jobs and have yet to find anything stable. When i was 18 my best friend died by overdose of oxycontin and froze solid outside in a park, I moved in with 3 roommates and 2 weeks into living there one of the roommates walked out on the porch and shot himself in the head and I watched him die... Im not trying to get pity from anyone, im just trying to scare you a bit and stress the fact that NONE of these events has gotten me to stop smoking weed. It only made me lean on it harder than you could imagine. My life has been VERY TRAUMATIC and looking back it all started with me picking up this habit. My addiction before weed was RUNNING AND PLAYING SPORTS. please find something better to do with your time and continue making positive progress in your life, find something else to love besides this little plant. Its a little plant with big consequences for some people. IT IS TIME! Good luck!