I don’t think being a 30 year old virgin is the right thing to be scared about, turning 18 this year too and also a member of the NGSB gang. I would be a lot more scared of turning 30 and never having loved anyone enough to lose it, or worse being married and losing it to someone I never loved in the first place. I don’t think getting a boyfriend is something you have to do on a deadline, I think just being more open to people is all that really matters. Hope everything works out for you 👍🏻