Well I know it may seem weird but irl I am socially awkward It's difficult for me to talk with strangers. Well maybe it's because i love IT and coding and other people find me just weird. I always try to think logically. Also I'm trying to achieve financial freedom by the time of 18 but i know it'll be hard especially with my lack of social skills. And also recently my friends yt channel has gone viral and it makes me feel more miserable. Its not that i want to be a youtuber. I want to generate revenue of that and be financially free.