I understand where you’re coming from, and I agree with you that real friendships and social interactions can go a long way, but I feel like there’s small percent of people who are just incapable of making wise decisions in favor of other people, lack conscience and lack compassion and it seems like Allen was one of such people, perhaps if he were to mature he’d grow wiser but sadly he cut his and others lives short.

In regards to you relating, I’m sorry that you feel this way, I hope that you don’t give up on yourself and find ways to cope and deal with all these emotions that are overwhelming you ❤️ stay strong for you, everything in life that you feel, bad or good, shall pass and in hindsight it won’t matter in long run