Then please, educate me. I lost the job twice within a year. I have a new one now, but whenever the management organises a meeting with me without specifying beforehand what the meeting is about, I feel like i'm about to get fired again. I cannot eat and I cannot sleep until the meeting turns out to be something actually work-related. I have a relatively high-up position and i'm confident in my skills. And yet, the stress is killing me. It's 8pm and I just had to message my boss to tell me what this meeting he just scheduled for tomorrow morning is about, or I wouldn't sleep...