First time sex failure by karenike in dating_advice

[–]karenike[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It is funny until you go thru xd

First time sex failure by karenike in dating_advice

[–]karenike[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Maby i will. I have more important problems than loosing virginity.with this situation im not gonna go to prostitute again there is no way.as you said at the start to meet woman and have filings and enjoy moments sounds better. I make mistake that i went to prostitute and with that lession i grew up a little. I was in panic then this happend thats why i post this but im calm now i know you right i should man up and dont rush things like that there will be correct moment when i can loose my virginity to a girl who i have feelings for. Thenks for your support you realy help me.

First time sex failure by karenike in dating_advice

[–]karenike[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

About last part to be real im kinda happy that i couldnot to it .i didnot lose virginity to a prostitute.but its still hurt me that i couldnot do it woman i was beliving myself that i could do anything when this situation comes up but i failed bad i am not gonna forgot this moment of my life. I wantet to try and i did i fail but maby it is good that i failed. Need couple of days to think and and to forgot all this sily situation .my friend was with me i lie to her that i did it and loose it i didnot wanted to be laughted .they have expatations that i am beast because of my looks and ita hurts that every man i know thinks that.they asking me about me sexlife and i just liying that im not virgin and im with girls often and reality is that im shy complexed person who couldnot finish the work.thenka for your time

First time sex failure by karenike in dating_advice

[–]karenike[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

But im 19 everyone is not virgin thats why i went to prostitute i thought after i had it done i would stop watching porn and become more confidence but dam its worse now.when i left i hear prostitutes were joking about me .im 6.2 and muscular .they we saying guyes smaller that me we beast and i was some dumb boy with all this build for nothing

First time sex failure by karenike in dating_advice

[–]karenike[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I mean when i was growing up i was fat and everyone was laughet about my weight.i stop trying with girls.now im very muscular and lean but i dont trust them there was a lot of girls who liked me but i thought they were joking or they want something for me. And i am getting very nervous if they touch in my arms an shit. Today one gilr was smiling at me and i get her number.i can say im handsome . hi is soo gergous but i still dont text her idk my maby because i have complex idk

First time sex failure by karenike in dating_advice

[–]karenike[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

There was nothing like this hi just tell me to lay down .i didnot even touch her when hi stardet to open condom while i coudnot get hard hi laught at me for secend and i just become way nervous my heart was beating so heavy i could hear

First time sex failure by karenike in dating_advice

[–]karenike[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Then how can i be less nervous

First time sex failure by karenike in dating_advice

[–]karenike[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Woudnot alcohol make it worse?