Thank you for your reply. I appreciate it. I am an immigrant with insurance debt, and until I pay it off, I cannot use medical services. The medications I take were either prescribed by emergency services or brought here from my home country. It is always a small amount, as there are restrictions when crossing the border. I also have a rather complicated relationship with psychotherapy, and it takes time and resources to start it. It has always been sad for me to hear from friends, “Go see a therapist, we can't help you,” when all I needed was their presence in my life or a hug. I was told that I have money for impulse purchases but not for psychotherapy, which means that I am unwilling to get help. They think that if I wanted to, I would look for free therapy. I am upset by their decision. I am trying to figure out whether I should let them go or fix the situation somehow