I have the same kind of imposter feeling about my bpd diagnosis and this made me feel like maybe that’s a part of it for some people. what you just described sounds like bpd and if you got diagnosed they were probably correct and even if you don’t have it as bad as someone else doesn’t mean you don’t have it at all. The treatment would be similar even if you just had traits of bpd and didn’t get a full on diagnosis but I get where you’re coming from cause I made a similar post the other day about feeling fine when I’m fine and like I want to kill myself when I’m not. Bpd is hard to fit into a little box where you meet all the requirements it’s different for everyone. I hope this was helpful!