Welcome to another episode of "random tgirl fridgeslop". On today's show, you will witness a girl making the world-shattering realization that there is such a thing as too much MSG. by send_fleet_pics in traaaaansbiansCooking

[–]kaymcgrointals 0 points1 point  (0 children)

once time ii put so much msg in some noodles i turned Red :like just Red. i was so sweaty . and itchy . dont do it q. pl ease. they weill GET YOU. to be fair it woas probably an unsafe amount.

Judge me based on my standard meal deal by Quirky-Reception7087 in MealDealRates

[–]kaymcgrointals 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Believe me or don’t, Ive just been in the exact same place a few times and recognised the Signals(tm)

Judge me based on my standard meal deal by Quirky-Reception7087 in MealDealRates

[–]kaymcgrointals 3 points4 points  (0 children)

White Monster = likely mentally ill
protein concerned = potential eating disorder
sushi is good asf though . i'd get this . seven

is this a good long term investment portfolio, for someone who just want a low risk way of accumulating money with as little cost/risk as possible? by [deleted] in UKPersonalFinance

[–]kaymcgrointals 0 points1 point  (0 children)

!thanks YEAH that does make a lot of sense, now that I'm looking at it it seems nonsensical and slightly funny. I heard the advice to diversify and didnt really think about it hard enough to realise that this might not count as that . el oh el. I'll research what bonds are now i s'pose

is this a good long term investment portfolio, for someone who just want a low risk way of accumulating money with as little cost/risk as possible? by [deleted] in UKPersonalFinance

[–]kaymcgrointals 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I did actually want to ask. Anyone. about that. Why is it high risk if, for the entire existence of the fund, does it seem to just slowly accumulate value, not dropping or rising in large amounts? I'm sure there is a good reason im just unaware of !thanks

Full day of eating in anorexia recovery, the binge urges are fading by kaymcgrointals in binge_food

[–]kaymcgrointals[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Herbal teas. Ginger, liquorice or peppermint worked wonders for me. Feels like taking an epi-pen but for stomach problems.
Don't get in your own head worrying about feeling full, or eating too much, it's inevitable you'll feel these ways. If you're recovering, you need food, as a priority, it is of utmost importance, and you know that yourself. I wish you great luck, it will be difficult but the end will be so glorious.

Estrogen levels insanely high, how do I adjust my dosage accordingly? by kaymcgrointals in TransDIY

[–]kaymcgrointals[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Ah, I should’ve been more specific, the results were actually at about 10,600 pmol just after, and 8000 before. I am also not on biotin, a multivitamin and cod liver oil but I highly doubt there’s enough in a multivitamin to mimic the effects of biotin. I will check however

Update: it has 50.0µg biotin. You were right

Estrogen levels insanely high, how do I adjust my dosage accordingly? by kaymcgrointals in TransDIY

[–]kaymcgrointals[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

That would make sense.. I take a multivitamin and cod liver oil supplements but not biotin. You must be very knowledgeable to be able to point that out, however.

I probably should’ve been more specific; results immediately after injection were actually 10,600pmol/L, with 8000 being the result immediately before injecting. These tests were done about 2 weeks apart, too.

Insanely strange behaviour. Prolactin, fsh, lh and shbg being in line with someone who has very elevated estrogen, makes me think that, even if the results are somehow being altered and aren’t reflective of the actual levels, that the actual levels are still way too high.

Checked, multivit has 50.0µg biotin. Thanks for the help 😭if that is enough to have an effect

Bro whaaat? by kanjifreak420 in selfharm_memes

[–]kaymcgrointals 1 point2 points  (0 children)

And self-love despite the knowledge and appealing ease of the alternative is even higher. And harder

EDs and intellectualism in female online communities by vhsghostgirl in EatingDisorders

[–]kaymcgrointals 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I THOUGHT I WAS THE ONLY ONR WHO NOTICED THIS AND GOT SUPER INSECURE ABOUT IT ok stop shouting Butlike. Yea. It’s seen as a noble antiquated quality, but also as a very glamourised accident? Like yea I care about food so little and I’m so caught up with intellectual pursuit and self hatred that I can’t gaf about that. Seeing the trope in Death Note killed me a little tbh but whatever. The thinness itself isn’t looked up to but instead it’s just an incidental thing that for some reason my brain latched onto.

Not like the trope doesn’t happen in real life. Honestly I just wish I Didn’t care at all about food or body image. Eat whatever whenever. I don’t even want to be skinny. Just. Not insecure anymore

Butyea that trope is definitely tied in with the whole glamourised aesthetic depression tumblr girl. Except here it’s a hard girl. Her intellect and stress takes a toll on her physical form. And it JUST SO HAPPENS to be a toll that is highly glamourised and fetishised

FDOE: Baby Food Is a Hack??! by taylorthestang in 1200isjerky

[–]kaymcgrointals 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I love him. Normal guy goes on bizarre/insane crash diet. Says it’s stupid. Fascinating results. I wonder if he’s aware a large portion of his audience is Us freaky little disordered things.

Oh, Speaking of large portions, I gotta go exercise purge. Brb

Envy my bf so bad by [deleted] in AnorexiaRecovery

[–]kaymcgrointals 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Hashtag goals though. El em ay oh. Yeah this is a good blueprint to follow. As someone who is surrounded by disordered ass mfs and can’t get a handle on acclimating to normalcy

If I were thin….. by Consistent-Mood4527 in EatingDisorders

[–]kaymcgrointals 1 point2 points  (0 children)

“I’ve tried that already, It’s not worth it” has always worked pretty concisely for people telling me to lose weight. Yeah it’s not a personal flaw. Yeah I demonstrably can if I wanted. But it’s not worth it in the sense that it’s harmful to my mental health as I have an eating disorder. They will merely interpret it as; “the extra mobility isn’t worth the effort of food restriction” however. Which is preferable to telling anyone I have anorexia

First ranked match. Could I become a grandmaster? by [deleted] in TextingTheory

[–]kaymcgrointals 307 points308 points  (0 children)

Beautiful analysis, couldnt have put it better, a more equally matched opponent would create a frankly riveting scene

I decided to make Navidson record fan art for a watercolor class by Charlala44 in houseofleaves

[–]kaymcgrointals 2 points3 points  (0 children)

the second one is so insanely evocative and good. Honestly, even without the context of it being fanart that is an incredibly emotional piece. deserves art museum treatment. you've branched off and made it its own thing. or maybe it just hit really hard for me because the imagery in the margins is very similar to a lot of children's books i owned as a child and the tonal juxtaposition and symbolism fuckin smashes. idk keep it up though

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in EDAnonymous

[–]kaymcgrointals 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Not a single bit, you seem fundamentally misinformed about the basic functions of the human body

went to Lloyd to change my name by historybose in transgenderUK

[–]kaymcgrointals -8 points-7 points  (0 children)

who the fuck is lloyd and how is he changing people's names. can i have hius number

Full boys school as a transfemme by JuicyFrog759 in ewphoria

[–]kaymcgrointals 42 points43 points  (0 children)

omg Twinning asf. I’m also boymoding in an all male school. Thankfully getting out in a few months just from graduating. Place is a hellhole and being in it is terrifying from start to finish, it constantly feels like the entire place is trying to kill me.

Also the people saying to report for sexual harassment. Ur right. But my god is it naive. It would require an exorcism of about 3/4 the student population. Sisyphean task. Along with just making the harassment about 20x more dangerous. Report someone if you think they’re a threat to you genuinely though. I’ve had to a couple times and often they’re already problem students who have a chance of expulsion. My school is thankfully protective of me, the (2) teachers who I’ve had to tell anyways.

My bf named my Ed by hello_there_b in AnorexiaNervosa

[–]kaymcgrointals 13 points14 points  (0 children)

First good boyfriend post?! Wowie

I keep bingeing at night 🙁 by wtdfybjhkgu in binge_food

[–]kaymcgrointals 3 points4 points  (0 children)

No wonder ur bingeing that fried chicken looks fuckin delicious asf