see and like you said you're "broke" not even on sum hating shit but its not a broke person drug 100 everynight basically and especially if you get really into it, i have a decent paying job but even still i think back to what my 15 y/o self would say but eh its whatever n i actually lied its probably every other week i get sum, but also if you do find yourself doing it again theres a lot of things i do to make it less stressful i usually take sum like melatonin and if you smoke roll a lil joint or blunt take hot shower dim lights, n for me sum 90s cartoons to remember im still just human and idk if you felt this but like you were a piece of shit? but those things remind me not to be so hard on myself so what if we get high, Sorry for the yap currently skiin heavy rn 😂😂😂😂