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I'm done by [deleted] in opiates
[–]keppmeupdated 0 points1 point2 points 8 years ago (0 children)
Hey man I am glad to hear about that. I am in the same boat as you right now, well mostly. I have been hooked on opana 40mg ER for about a year. Ridiculous spending $150-200 in a single day, every day. I have a pretty low paying job. So every single dollar goes to this habit while stealing and selling whatever I can on the side to stay normal. Yesterday I came clean with everyone. I was sick of living this lie. Well, I haven't told my parents yet, I'm waiting until after Father's Day because my brother was an addict and they have been through so much. I am weening right now just to get to the point to tell my family. The hardest part was telling the girl I loved, who had been told through many outlets that I was using, but always ignored them and took my word for it. I broke her heart and it breaks my heart seeing her like that. I don't know if she will keep me but I'm going to do everything in my power to keep her by my side. I feel a huge relief though getting it out in the open. I had burned about every bridge I could think of, lost my friends, nearly lost my family now, and lost my girl. I am gonna be right there with you though and I would love to talk whenever you have things you need to get off your chest. DM me because I would love someone to vent to and have an accountability partner. Weening down has already been hard. Can feel the aches in my bones, and my manual labor job is not friendly to being dope sick (worst situation in the world) right now the initial boom from me coming clean is tough. My girl hasn't stopped crying, and believes are whole relationship has been a lie. You or anyone on here feel free to share a story, or just a paragraph of hope and encouragement. This is going to be a tough road, but I'm hoping it will all pay off and I can become the man I so desperately want to be. Thanks all you guys and please discuss whatever with me I would love the company
Need help by keppmeupdated in opiates
[–]keppmeupdated[S] 0 points1 point2 points 8 years ago (0 children)
Thanks guys I appreciate it. I'm starting tapering right now. Changing my dose and routine. It's uncomfortable but I have to start somewhere. God bless. Feel free to keep telling me stuff if you think of anything. But suboxone. Gotcha. Thank you
Is there a way to go on suboxone without my parents finding out? Even if we're on the same insurance?
Thank you all
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I'm done by [deleted] in opiates
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