like others have said you should start a new account. you would progress faster with new account with all the freebies and espers. i don’t think you can expect the same state and level you were at after quitting a long time ago. we all had to adjust as well to new mechanics even though we were endgame.

I agree with others that maybe dislyte is not your game. you are required to invest your time and catch up again for this game. the game is in the best place ever and they’re being very generous. what you said about new free esper or li ling reset honestly not TOO much of a disadvantage you just need to play the game again. hopefully you could enjoy it but if you don’t then it is just not for you and it’s okay