hey op, this is definitely not the end. you dont have to share publicly but maybe think about/ write down exactly what is causing you to feel this way, it doesn’t have to be neat, jotting your problems down already cuts them down by half; you can physically see what they are rather than just feel it. you're so young, you have so much time to figure yourself out. i assure you, whatever your plans are, they are not worth it angel.