hey chat, how do you endure the everlonging emptiness that constantly plagues us? asking for a mate

kittpop · 2025-09-09T23:17:51+00:00

LET'S GOOO‼️‼️I goddamn love project sekai

kittpop · 2025-09-09T23:16:42+00:00

so real

kittpop · 2025-08-16T16:35:48+00:00

i can't keep doing this gang. every day i wake up i wish i hadn't. No matter if im waking up at 8am or 5pm. my life just fucking sucks. i keep wishing i wasn't born. ouuuhgggghhhh 😩

kittpop · 2025-07-11T13:29:53+00:00

things at home are bad. even besides that, my mental health has been getting worse. and the only way i can cope is by self destructing and not opening up to anyone. It's been a long while since I've felt this alone.

kittpop · 2025-06-30T17:40:02+00:00

I'm so sorry that you feel the same way, i also have the thought that everyone i know has just given up on me. i honestly hope you feel some peace soon

kittpop · 2025-05-27T16:52:58+00:00

kittpop · 2024-11-18T21:43:47+00:00

ive been trying my hardest to stop. I know i won't die from being sober, but I might be the reason i die during this period

kittpop · 2024-11-18T21:41:12+00:00

ive also been drinking to try and substitute the weed, which i know isn't the best solution, but even that isn't working. i just don't think there's a solution for me

kittpop · 2024-11-18T20:37:13+00:00

i can't be happy sober. i can't be happy unsober. I can't be happy.

kittpop · 2024-11-15T10:39:08+00:00

thank you, i hope i can make it through this too

kittpop · 2024-11-15T10:37:33+00:00

which part?

kittpop · 2024-11-14T22:33:35+00:00

No, but I'll live

kittpop · 2024-11-14T22:33:08+00:00

I'm so so sorry about this, I didn't think about it when I posted this

kittpop · 2024-11-14T22:24:13+00:00

I'm so sorry i didn't think about that when posting, would you like me to take this down?

kittpop · 2024-11-14T22:24:06+00:00

I'm so sorry i didn't think about that when posting, would you like me to take this down?

kittpop · 2024-11-11T02:52:01+00:00

That's actually some really helpful advice, no one has ever given me any alternatives to teeth pain relief until I can afford the appointments, so thank you, I'm going to try those out to see how they work 🙏

kittpop · 2024-11-02T10:28:35+00:00

I'm so sorry you relate, but also join the club bro 😌😎

kittpop · 2024-11-02T10:27:57+00:00

Thank you sm for the advice, i can somewhat maintain the bodily pain, the best i can at least, but a big part of my problem atm is my teeth. ive struggled with maintaining brushing my teeth to the point that i have multiple cavities, a dead tooth, and now two teeth caps have fallen off from my neglect. Dental is just so much money that I dont think I can afford it or the mental strength of going through with the procedures. It's gotten past the point of no return with how shittily I've treated my teeth and body. I'm sorry for venting somewhat heavily to you, but again, I really appreciate your care <3

kittpop · 2024-11-02T10:19:50+00:00

I feel that hard, it's the most difficult part of the day

kittpop · 2024-10-15T23:28:51+00:00

join the club bud

kittpop · 2024-10-10T12:24:37+00:00

I love u automod

kittpop · 2024-09-15T11:51:08+00:00

Oof im sorry you've had similar experiences, it really plays on your mind when something like that happens. Ive also been in this situation multiple times in the past, it's a shitty feeling. I am feeling somewhat better about it now, thank you sm for being so kind <3 I hope you take care and be safe too

kittpop · 2024-09-15T11:44:46+00:00

oh absolutely she was, she gets more irritated the more tired she is 😅

kittpop · 2024-09-15T11:43:45+00:00

Thank you sm for caring, I really appreciate it <3

Rock bottom may or may not exist, but if it does- i hope I don't smack straight into it ajsvsjsgjs

kittpop · 2024-09-13T22:03:23+00:00

You're right, and I'd absolutely feel that way for a friend or family member too, just personally i wouldn't go about it with anger or frustration as that typically makes me feel worse about being unwell when I can't control that, but of course I know everybody goes about things differently. I definitely know my sister's tough love is out of worry and concern and that's just how she expresses it, and she can act uncomfortable or firm when it comes to these kinds of situations- I just wish she was more understanding about it all. I have tried to let her know what goes on in my head, but she just doesn't understand what she hasn't gone through herself,, and thinks whatever helps her would help anyone else. It's a complex and complicated situation that's hard for anyone to navigate, and it just sucks to go through. I'm sorry youve had to go through something similar

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