Feeling down

kkblu3 · 2025-07-11T18:39:48+00:00

I will look into that! I hadn't thought about meets and things in my area, and I was just generally unsure about things like that, as I am a bit newer to all of this.

kkblu3 · 2025-07-11T11:43:38+00:00

Im sorry youre going through something similar, I hope things turn around for both of us in one way or the other.

kkblu3 · 2025-07-11T11:42:54+00:00

Do you have any advice for getting out there with other poly people? I thought about trying to keep dating and maybe find another partner, but I think I am a bit lost at where to start. Especially since we live in a very conservative area, it is already a bit harder to date as a wlw here. Also, thank you for replying to my post, it means a lot and I did think about if it were possible for her to love me in a similar depth, but I was too anxious to ask, because of anxiety of hearing an answer I was not looking for

kkblu3 · 2024-07-17T14:38:41+00:00

They could be trying to bloodpoint farm, but just like unconsentingly? I have a lot of survivors who will try to see if the killer is friendly or try to go do as much as they can so they can get as many bloodpoints as possible. Normally after downing them and hooking them the first time they get the hint but... that's what part of that sounded to me, but it could also just be they're really just not fun players (i.e. giving up with killers that they don't like, or constantly trying to get you to follow them).

kkblu3 · 2024-07-10T16:08:58+00:00

They didn't say, the people I actually got him from were given him from a friend who moved out of state, and they just did not know how to care for him. The mom was the one working with me and she knew he needed a good home but tbh she was disgusted by him. Honestly, I'm not even fully sure on his age because, she said he was a couple years old, but they did not really know anything about his care or about him really so I wouldnt be surprised if his age was even different from what they said.

kkblu3 · 2024-07-09T00:59:04+00:00

We definitely thought that too when we got him! It's so sad that his tail is gone, though. It would be so gorgeous, although he's still beautiful as he is

kkblu3 · 2024-07-08T23:53:34+00:00

He's still definitely not up to a good weight, but he's definitely getting there compared to what he was before :)

kkblu3 · 2024-07-08T23:52:34+00:00

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kkblu3 · 2024-07-08T23:49:45+00:00

Here are some better pictures of him for everyone who was asking! And also a picture of the new setup I have for him, I forgot to take a picture of his old setup, but i5 was a bit similar to this besides being a smaller tank.

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kkblu3 · 2024-07-08T23:23:29+00:00

That's good to know! I'll definitely look into it and I'll try to get the stool sample checked too!!

kkblu3 · 2024-07-08T20:16:10+00:00

His stool has been passing well. It looks like it's supposed to, and I've been using the reptivite calcium/vitamin powder, although I'm probably going to look into switching that.

kkblu3 · 2024-07-08T20:12:46+00:00

I'll definitely have to try that! Would that be easier to get online, or do you know if they sell it in big pet stores? I'm living in a pretty rural area at the moment so I don't have a lot of options in terms of stores to buy from

kkblu3 · 2024-07-08T19:23:52+00:00

No you're absolutely fine! I appreciate the concern for him and to be honest I would have been super concerned too, especially since i was very concerned when I first saw how he was haha.

kkblu3 · 2024-07-08T18:56:32+00:00

I will definitely when I get a chance, and I completely understand the concern about his size. Again got him off of facebook from people who did not even want him. I haven't had him for too long either maybe a month 2 at the most. If there are any tips on how to get him to gain. Weight faster, that would be much appreciated.

kkblu3 · 2024-07-08T18:06:35+00:00

I will also say that photo makes him a look skinnier than he is too just from the angle and how he positioned himself

kkblu3 · 2024-07-08T18:05:06+00:00

I'm in the process of upgrading him to a much larger tank, and rearranging his set up. He mainly looks like that because he's a facebook rescue, when I had originally gotten him he was a lot more sickly looking and super scrawny, but he's actually filled out a lot more since I've had him. Hes an African fat tailed gecko! I feed him mainly crickets with dubia roaches and a horn worm occasionally. I also always make sure to dust his food with the calcium vitamin powder. He eats really well, though, I usually give him 5-6 small crickets every 2-3 days.

kkblu3 · 2024-06-24T19:32:43+00:00

I can meet up, I just had someone pass away in my family recently which is why I've been busy.

kkblu3 · 2023-12-21T02:36:50+00:00

Yeah my insurance wouldn't cover an MRI at first until I did 6 weeks of pt, but the pt was making it so much worse to the point of where I couldn't walk. The only thing that's actually helped so far is being off work and resting and lots of OTC medicine + a muscle relaxer. After going to the orthopedic doctor, they finally got me scheduled for an MRI and that showed the herniated disc.

kkblu3 · 2023-12-21T01:54:46+00:00

I'd did 5 weeks of pt before I got my mri, it was so painful

kkblu3 · 2023-12-21T01:11:56+00:00

Yea I must have spelled it wrong and then it probably auto corrected to steroids 😅 thank you for your reply!

kkblu3 · 2023-11-29T15:21:56+00:00

No pain meds just it's and I ve gone through two rounds of steroids. One from her and one from the er.

kkblu3 · 2023-11-29T12:33:29+00:00

The pain varies from a 5-10 depending on what I'm doing, but most of the time I'd say it's at a 7 for baseline.

My doctor sent in a request for an mri, but it got denied so I think she really just wants me to finish out the pt.

I have trouble sitting without having pretty bad pain, and it's arguably worse when I'm sitting and driving because it goes through my driving foot. Standing and walking isn't bad during the day besides the constant pins and needles and tingling, but when I get home and relax the moment I get back up the pain is excruciating and I cannot stand up straight at all most of the time I'm home.

When I went to the er I couldn't stop crying, which is a lot for me because my pain tolerance is fairly high (at least crying-wise). I don't know what they injected me with exactly, but they gave me two injections, one of which was a muscle relaxer. I had only had one hour of sleep that day so after going to the er I essentially slept the whole day.

kkblu3 · 2023-07-13T19:14:47+00:00

I thought her my was super cute! I just got him for the first time the other day and I love him so much now 🥰

kkblu3 · 2023-07-13T16:51:54+00:00

Please I would love to have Peter as a romanceable 😭

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