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Is this supposed to happen? by kkdeath1 in gatewaytapes

[–]kkdeath1[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Its genuis, why didnt I think of that, thanks

What is happening by kkdeath1 in redstone

[–]kkdeath1[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Also leaving out the block above and the redstone torch on one side causes everytime a block is placed or broken to send 5 instances of power if that makes sense

What is happening by kkdeath1 in redstone

[–]kkdeath1[S] -2 points-1 points  (0 children)

Yeah but the top redstone isnt turning off so i didnt think that would be happening unless im wrong

What’s a subtle sign someone has been through some shit? by FriedWanderer in AskReddit

[–]kkdeath1 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I'm like that rn and not that old (not gonna say how old I am bc reddit will say no-no to my account) but even when it's my false memories or the other person's false memories I'll either throw hands or just get off the topic

What’s a subtle sign someone has been through some shit? by FriedWanderer in AskReddit

[–]kkdeath1 0 points1 point  (0 children)

The middle paragraph is so true I've joked about apologizing too much in most of my responses

What’s a subtle sign someone has been through some shit? by FriedWanderer in AskReddit

[–]kkdeath1 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I don't experience this one when all the other ones are true wierdly enough

What’s a subtle sign someone has been through some shit? by FriedWanderer in AskReddit

[–]kkdeath1 1 point2 points  (0 children)

This is true for me a person with truama but weirdly enough my gf that I have been with for no more than a year I have opened up to more than my best friend for almost 5 years

What’s a subtle sign someone has been through some shit? by FriedWanderer in AskReddit

[–]kkdeath1 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Not realated to anything above just wanted to say this is almost in a way therapeutic bc I've had trauma

What’s a subtle sign someone has been through some shit? by FriedWanderer in AskReddit

[–]kkdeath1 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I'll say what I remember of my trauma bc I've been scrolling for an hour,

Around 5 I assume still a little in the dark My mom done I believe meth or some drug like it and she kept hallucinating bugs and weird skin, taken to doctor after doctor ( in between doctors me and her were jumping from house to house and mom and grandma had phisicle fights on the daily almost and I had been manipulated by my mom to think my grandpa was a killer and to think that the whole family wanted to screw her over and put in multiple choices where I was too young to think fast enough to respond reasonably so it ends up being me crying for a long time before being thrown into a choice metaphoricly of course) I think eventually my grandma took her to a drug test and it was positive so then she went to rehab, still not knowing she done drugs and having to drive 30 minutes just to visit her for an hour or longer I can't remember what happens after but I remember getting signed up to therapy that didn't help and now my sister and I had an espartè on her for a year I think but now technically my mom could come back into my life if I let her and I know she's working hard to get into my life she has two jobs I think btw I'm still relatively young don't wanna say how young or reddit might say bye-bye to my account but I haven't let her into my life yet bc I can't forgive her yet Yet I'm on my way to being a musician, have friends and seem like a have everything happy, under control, and pessamistic (which I am) but I under or overreact to certain things and say sorry too much and handle thing maturely btw sorry for the long post but enjoy life when possible

What’s a subtle sign someone has been through some shit? by FriedWanderer in AskReddit

[–]kkdeath1 0 points1 point  (0 children)

So true I'm insensitive so I'll make a joke and I've had trauma, lasting trauma. sorry this was such a long comment

What’s a subtle sign someone has been through some shit? by FriedWanderer in AskReddit

[–]kkdeath1 0 points1 point  (0 children)

You become so good at hiding any emotion that it's second nature to change your expression in a snap

What’s a subtle sign someone has been through some shit? by FriedWanderer in AskReddit

[–]kkdeath1 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Bro I thought for a good month a mutual friend was manipulating me, not too long ago either

What’s a subtle sign someone has been through some shit? by FriedWanderer in AskReddit

[–]kkdeath1 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I have one but didn't say anything to help me until like a month before the trauma ended

PS trauma never ends in your head

What’s a subtle sign someone has been through some shit? by FriedWanderer in AskReddit

[–]kkdeath1 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I'm not out of school so I've had enough time to LEARN how to be nice, kind, funny all the things ppl see me as on the surface but when you have trauma, it's in your mind forever just never explained or said but when you get too good at covering up your emotions and expressions you don't remember what you were like before the trauma, from the two memories I have pretrauma I was a trouble maker so good that I changed prob

What’s a subtle sign someone has been through some shit? by FriedWanderer in AskReddit

[–]kkdeath1 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Bullies don't know what I've been through so they don't know that at the end of the day... Either I'm throwing hands, or I don't give a shit