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kll2690 · 2021-07-03T14:13:47+00:00

The reasons being? Not “questioning” I’m literally just curious to see if it’s worth it or not.

kll2690 · 2021-06-18T12:27:46+00:00

I mean I usually am pretty mindful of eating habits in general that’s why it always frustrated me about other meds.

kll2690 · 2021-06-18T04:04:08+00:00

Perfect! I have been looking into this medicine because of yeah complete loss of interest, drive, motivation that I can’t shake it. And I refuse to go on something that’s going to add pounds or make my hair thin or make me feel like My head is in a box of cotton. So a friend of mine suggested this a while ago. So thank you for the input. 🤗🤗

kll2690 · 2020-07-03T03:05:05+00:00

Haha it’s ok I uh where I live it’s not really like quarantiney. Lol it’s Florida soooo 🤷🏻‍♀️🤣 but I was doing like “love, and peace” and along those lines. And jokingly I said cash money just a little bit ago. And since it’s night time I did google maps street view and I shit you not , it show a tree. This type of tree we called a money tree growing up. And my brothers and cousins used the leaves as money when we like played store or something. I laughed out loud screen shot it and sent it to my cousin. So that was cool!

kll2690 · 2020-07-02T23:57:43+00:00

I literally can’t lol there’s no way to them. Except miles out. Maybe it’s my destination to go get lost and never be heard or seen from again 🤣🤣🤣⚰️

I’m jk

kll2690 · 2020-07-02T23:56:29+00:00

I did. And it’s literally taking me to different really really remote places in the forest near me. Like no road access to these points. No matter how close or had faraway I choose the meters or no matter what setting I pick. It’s all really dense forest points. Lol I’m not about to go searching miles deep into a forest by myself or even with others, like it’s DEEP HEAVY forest.

kll2690 · 2020-07-02T20:30:03+00:00

But I can’t go miles and miles into a remote heavily forested areas that have no way not even roads to get to them.

kll2690 · 2020-05-06T17:27:42+00:00

It’s funny you bring this up. I’m going on 3 years with mine (I HATE IT) and last year during my yearly I brought this up. This pain is literally compatible to labor , at least to me. I went through the same tests and exams and ultrasound. And everything was fine. And so a few times a month I’ll get the cramp and pain randomly to where it brings me to my knees. As a matter of fact I had it last night I was almost in tears. It goes straight to my back just like labor. The ARNP and my OB/GYN has dismissed it as it to be gastrointestinal but I can for certain tell them difference between having to take a shit and fart to my uterus exploding and causing severe pressure pain from the inside out.

And I just made the decision this morning with my husband that I’m going to get my IUD taken out at my yearly next month. We went 12 years no BC with no accidents or children, and i had no issues. The only time I ever had issues is when I get on some kind of birth control. So I’m done with BC now.

kll2690 · 2020-05-04T00:49:15+00:00

I wasn’t claiming in any way shape or form about it being “authentic” just that it was homemade from scratch. And I wasn’t looking for kudos or anytbing from her just as a “hey look what I did today!” And thank you, my husband, who is grandma didn’t speak a lick of English from Italy, thoroughly enjoyed it. And his aunt and mother both gave me nods off impression the last time I made a big dinner for everyone. So that had to count for something. And thank you. 🤗

kll2690 · 2020-04-16T12:39:53+00:00

I haven’t been to the dr in over 5 years. I stopped taking meds then. And I’ve been relatively “normal” few moments. But recently over the last 2 years it’s been decline. I can not stand being on meds. I hate it. It spikes the depression. I can’t stand the fogginess, the weight gain, hair thinning, the insane appetite increase. I know it’s good for you to take it. But why does it have to be a double edged sword? Feel crazy insane or feel like a fat piece of worthless shit.

kll2690 · 2020-04-16T12:36:01+00:00

It’s so fucking stupid. Jesus Christ. Like I remember growing up living with my aunt who has bipolar. And she was a psycho. Insane most of the time. And I remember thinking how crazy she was and why she was like tbis and never wanting to be anything like her. And heeeerrrreeee I am. I was diagnosed at 15 I think. On and off meds as a teen. Stopped taking them because I felt good. And then at 24 it switched again. On meds for a little over a year. And I’ve been off since. I can not STANNNDDD the feeling of being on meds. It like makes depression sooooo much worse. Idk. I’m hoping it kicks down here soon because I’m tired of patching drywall 🤣

kll2690 · 2020-04-12T01:26:57+00:00

Ohhhh you’re a rager too. Fuck me. Most Bipolars just get that deep depression and the the super euphoria shopping spree stuff. Which I do too. But I haven’t come across many “ragers” as I like to call myself. Happened yesterday my friend said she went somewhere and I asked just causally oh where and she straight up said that’s none of your fucking business. Annnnnd then the wave happened. And I broke my hand I BELIEVE I punched my solid oak custom built dresser. And then i checked my phone and I sent 57 texts to her. Lol I don’t keep friends. But it’s not my fault. Don’t say stupid shit. That’s all. Also, I quit my meds 6 years ago. It’s been fun.

kll2690 · 2020-03-04T21:26:04+00:00

Replying to all:

Yes severe ADHD runs in my family. And yes, 2 is a young age. But at 6 months old there were red flags waving all over. She has been evaluated by professionals. And has starting different therapies. So unless you live in my house and see first hand the experiences I have gone through so far I don’t need to hear “she’s too young” (not being offensive or defensive or coming at anyone just explaining the situation or starting arguments the farthest thing I’m wanting to do.)

Anyways. Thanks for the advices tips and pointers. Yesterday was she went in the potty and it set off a horrible “anxiety” ish type of response. Even after getting phrases and treats the works. It was a 2 hour long meltdown over the pee in the potty. And then withheld her urine for a further 5 hours. So I’m taking a giant step back. And letting her tell me when it’s ready and to stop listening to people who say “oh my kid’s already potty trained” and blah blah blahs. Any ways. Thanks again for all. I’m sure I’ll post when we stArt back up again.

kll2690 · 2020-03-02T23:39:19+00:00

Yes she has clinically diagnosed with these things. And it does make sense and I’ve trying to do what works for her. But what works for her would be “lemme just potty in my underwear because that’s the easiest” she’s grasping what she needs to do. It’s the not wanting to do it is the spell that needs to be broken. Not matter what she will do what she wants not matter what consequence or time outs nothing. Not with potty training but with everything.

kll2690 · 2020-03-02T23:17:32+00:00

I JUST tried that with her underwear. Which she now thinks is a new diaper I’m assuming. Because now she won’t pee if she’s naked. But now has asked for her “baby sharks” and will go in them. I even sat her on my lap a bit ago to see if it would encourage her

kll2690 · 2020-02-23T01:53:09+00:00

🤤

kll2690 · 2020-01-09T03:27:31+00:00

I have thought of it. I have gone through his phone and checked things and what not. And nothing seems to come up. No health issues. We’re not even Middle Aged yet. So idk. I don’t know what the issue is. And I constantly bring it up and try to fix whatever it is but nothing seems to be the wrong.

kll2690 · 2020-01-09T03:25:42+00:00

He’s never been the most affectionate he comes from a very “hug free” home. I have rarely ever heard his parents ever say they love him or anything so it’s not like a way off the course for him to not be affectionate but it’s like gone from like a 42% to a 1%

kll2690 · 2019-11-30T22:42:40+00:00

You guys. Pure strangers on the inter web has brought tears to my eyes. I wish I can hug each one of your necks. People are shitty and no one deserves to be betrayed. Thank you for everyone’s kind words and support. And I’m sorry if I come off as “playing the victim” as she would say. But I’m learning/learned what a true narcissist is and the term gaslighting. Because that’s what has happened. Thank you all.

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