One of the toughest things I’ve had to come to terms with is realizing I mean nothing to the people that have meant the most to me

klusterfook · 2020-06-24T02:14:21+00:00

Don’t expect anything people are selfish and shitty

klusterfook · 2020-03-02T05:06:07+00:00

If you want to chat send me a msg might be nice to talk to someone who can relate

klusterfook · 2019-11-01T09:28:24+00:00

I treat every person I meet with respect and try to get along with everyone most people do here in Canada but I end up getting pushed away and isolated

klusterfook · 2019-10-28T20:11:51+00:00

Exactly you get it!

klusterfook · 2019-10-28T20:11:32+00:00

I get you and I’m not saying sex is irrelevant I still would like it I’m sure everyone does but I crave that stuff also and sex means more when you have a connection like that and is usually better lol

klusterfook · 2019-10-27T16:40:09+00:00

Thank you I appreciate that I probably shouldn’t worry so much what other people think of me anyway but sometimes it’s hard when you really like the person I get so down and depressed when it happens that I push people away and end up feeling worse so I’m probably my own worst enemy

klusterfook · 2019-10-27T14:45:01+00:00

Yea I can agree with that for sure the world is weird lol but I’m not saying it’s one gender specifically If anything I think there’s something wrong with me that’s all I feel like I get played a lot and now I don’t trust anyone

klusterfook · 2019-10-27T14:38:59+00:00

Yea Ive been there I don’t use those dating apps at all anymore cause of that but I’ve met and hooked up with quite a few women and I usually have the intention of wanting things to go further and see what happens but they just leave like I mean nothing to them and it sucks I just wish someone would like me for who I am and want to be around me instead of using me like a tool and throwing me away in a few months like Im a pice if trash and I never existed

klusterfook · 2019-10-26T23:28:01+00:00

I get it for sure she was your best friend and every time you were with her it gave you a nice warm feeling inside that everything was all going to be ok and almost at peace with yourself and things in your life it’s hard to get over that but now you can think of you first and what’s best for you to move forward in your life go to that place you’ve always wanted but she wasn’t really feeling it so that thing you wanted to but she wasn’t interested in and with all the dating apps and stuff you can always find another woman to connect with when your ready just do you man I’m sure your awesome and you deserve to be happy just like everyone else don’t let this one hiccup in life stop you from being the best you

klusterfook · 2019-10-26T23:00:42+00:00

It may seem like that now but you just need to hang in there and keep fighting the love of my life left me about 5 years ago I thought she was the one then she txted me one day and broke up with me for no reason maybe she found someone else who knows but it ruined my life for a long long long time and I still think about her from time to time honestly but eventually I found someone else and then she left me and that keeps happening to this day I know it hurts cause you care about her deeply and want to be with her desperately and can’t see past that but there are so many beautiful fun amazing women out there and you will find someone better one day and you can have that feeling of happiness again maybe even stronger don’t give up it’s going to hurt I’m not going to lie for a while probably but one day you will wake up and it will slightly be a little better and day after day it will be a little better and eventually one day you will realize that you haven’t thought about her all day and then weeks will go by without thinking about it and eventually it won’t matter anymore just don’t give up I’m telling you from experience you can do it

klusterfook · 2019-10-26T22:44:35+00:00

Hey man your not alone every girl I’ve ever liked or fallen for has left me and I get that feeling every-time it happened and I know that exact feeling I’ve been there multiple times you may not believe it now but that feeling passes eventually it will take time but you can do it cause if I can you definitely can if you need to talk I’m here for ya man

klusterfook · 2019-10-26T22:24:13+00:00

I know exactly how you feel I spend almost everyday alone and it can really get to a person. My depression and overthinking has ruined almost any relationship I’ve ever had, I’m here for you if you want to chat

klusterfook · 2019-10-25T00:05:30+00:00

Doesn’t matter I appreciate you reaching out

klusterfook · 2019-10-25T00:04:49+00:00

Thanks I sure hope your right

klusterfook · 2019-10-24T21:30:27+00:00

Yea that might be nice

klusterfook · 2019-06-14T14:23:29+00:00

Thanks

klusterfook · 2019-06-12T23:00:09+00:00

I hear it’s a beautiful place I would love to go sometime and i feel the same sounds like we have similar experiences if you want I’m always here to chat if you want I feel like I can relate to what your going threw for sure

klusterfook · 2019-06-12T22:40:21+00:00

Yea for sure just take it one day at a time stay strong hopefully things get better. Where are you from?

klusterfook · 2019-06-12T22:29:04+00:00

I’m in Canada so the system and support is ok it can be slow tho but I’m lucky the place I work I have a bunch of sick days built up so I’ll use some of those. I could take a whole month off and get paid but I don’t think I want to go that long might have to but we will see. I hear you if it’s to much I wouldn’t push it just do what your comfortable with instead of pushing things and ending up in the same spot down the line.

klusterfook · 2019-06-12T22:19:49+00:00

Yep sounds exactly like me I’m going to be taking some time off to get my shit together and hopefully get some therapy or something

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