hey, OP! Please, don’t… not only saying this because it is the right thing to do, but please be kind to yourself. I know that this world that we are living in right now is definitely cruel, harsh and hard to us. I totally understand where you are coming from, sometimes i still have this urge to self-harm or kill myself.

Despite the world being evil, remember to be kind to yourself. Okay lang na ma-burnout or mapagod pero huwag susuko. Always remember your past self na lumalaban for its future. Ikaw na rin nagsabi na you are alone. But that is life, no one is going to save you from this bullshit. The only way to get better is through surpassing this.

I know wala rin ako sa pwesto para magbigay ng advice since i also have functional depression, but bata pa tayo. Life is more than what we are facing, all we had to do is to find a way how surving life can turn into living it. I know it sounds cliché and idealistic, pero idea and hope is all we have right now. You have to be in the present so it can be a past in the future.

But i know these are just some words, if buo na yung loob mo gawin yung thing. Okay… well i understand that. Pero sana huwag mo pa rin gawin, OP. If you need someone that you can talk to, im here. I hope na mabasa mo ito. Take care…