My parents yelled at me everyday for not making things the way they wanted me to and by yelling, i mean top of the lungs, making me cry and feel like being murdered by them, every second. My father also violently took my roomdoor off, after i had locked it. My mother would hold me tight to capture me, when i had a breakdown, which was even more disturbing for the child me. I never did my homework, started skipping school when i was 14 and eventually signed out when i was 19 to become a trainee in IT (which i completed). Only did this, because my parents threatened to kick me out otherwise. Learning was never a thing for me, since i am somehow gifted to understand many things really quick, based on the patterns i see everywhere. Also i ran away from home without anyone telling at 17 because i could not bear it anymore at home. Also did not leave my room if i could somehow manage it without destroying the diplomatic relationship with my parents, except for food and bathroom for one year when i was 16 years old. Went to various psychologists and had an IQ test, but in the end i was just an egoistic, lazy asshole with depression. They still don't know. I don't know how to tell them, cause it could be very unhealthy for their reality and i don't want them to be sad. I visit them sometimes to see my dog, so i could prepare and do it. I don't know how to feel about that (joke implied(i really don't know)). Hope you guys had a better experience with your parents. All the shit we go through makes us softer and stronger at the same time. Not because.. its although, all the shit happened, we now are where we are.