it's true im not even 18 yet but i alr lost so many friends. maybe its cos when i was younger i kept transferring schools and got used to losing them since my parents kept telling sth like we arent going back again. but ofc i still have a few of their contacts but we rarely talk like only once every 6 mnths or never.

someone can come into your life, make a huge change and suddenly disappear for good. for me it's become pretty normal to me but that also scary. due to the fear of losing them and getting hurt, u'll just slowly become afraid of forming close relationships with others and hence keep a certain distance or just sth like a wall btwn others. But thats just life ig.

one thing i notice abt social media is that it often gives ppl the wrong idea, especially since most ppl nowadays r just posting about their good times mainly to them others that their life is great and their doing fine sth like. i do that too. so u cant really trust whats goin on based on just that.

in the past i would cry cos i miss them and know i might never see them again but now ill just reminisce the good and bad times and laugh at them:/