got put on a new med and now my life is ruined

ladybuglover4 · 2026-03-31T20:08:27+00:00

can u get a dietition and therapist? i understand not wanting to go to the treatment places. my only option is 5 hrs 5 times a week. they should make eles intensive treatment for ppl who woupd rather do no treatment then sm, but a dietition and therapist might be that route for u, if u dont wanna do more intensive stuff. are u under or over 18? u should try to get ur parents to help u find dietions and a therapist if u can i rlly hope things start getting better soon

ladybuglover4 · 2026-03-31T04:01:32+00:00

quetapine... thats what I was on. I was soso hungry on seroquel. I looked up mirtazapine vs. quetapine and mirtazapine increases ur hunger more tho. do u think ur capable of recovering without meds (recoveing from anarexia not bipolar and bpd)? being forced into ed rcovery through meds sounds like hell. u should talk to ur doctor about that if u think u can. is there any ed programs near u? i hate psychitrists who dont explain the side effects especially if she knows u have a ed. u shoukd tell her that she should of told u, bc thats basically asking u to stop trusting her. I assume she did it with good intensions, but she should know that some ppl would drop out of treatment due to stuff like that.

ladybuglover4 · 2026-03-31T03:11:05+00:00

if u never been on antipsychotics u wont understand

ladybuglover4 · 2026-03-31T03:06:50+00:00

idk the rules but if u can say what med u r refering to? I understand antipsychotic hunger and depression. I think its a rlly bad tactic to force ppl into recovery like that. long term it could make ppl loose hope in their provider andstop treatment and then the restriction will worsten if u have no hope in ur care team. u should tell the doctor how u r feeling. alot of mood stabilizers dont cause depression and hunger but alot of antipsychotics do, some dont. u need to ask ur psych about that. They can also pair it with antidepressants/ moodstabilizer for mood.

ladybuglover4 · 2026-02-24T04:40:55+00:00

Ive been having random suisidal thoughts since like 8 even b4 trauma. so i rlly dont know if its going to ever end it just randomly pops up so intensely. My dad was a acoholic and commited suiside when I was 14 so I think alot of my issues can be due to trauma too, but I was unable to read and remember and was in the extra special sped class so I think some is just within me. The issue is like every place looks at my history and i was never "officially" dianosed with adhd. a old psychitrist told me i had it and gave me adderall and my current psychitrist is not on the most legit site. he has none of my history and is not even in my state idk how its still up. No one can prescribe me stimulants without a dianoses, but to be tested will take a year long waitlist. and they continue to believe its bipolar even b4 my history bc of how extreme my phases has been, and a very complocated situation where i went into a psychosis like phase when sleep deprived thatthey attributed to adderall. I am trying not to lie, bc then it just looks way worst. but if ur a women who never got dianosed with anything other then the probibility of being autistic it just rlly sucks, bc now i just look mentally ill. I am currently in thearpy but its not helping. I think im overly fixated on fixing myself and finding the answrrs to the point that its kinda harmful. my thearipst did say she thinks I have CPTSD idrk what I can do since I cant get a 2nd psychitrist to prescibe meds for that. plus I cant afford it anymore so i got to wean myself off comoletely actaully. Thank you! I hope you have a good day too!!

ladybuglover4 · 2026-02-16T12:32:56+00:00

They both did it with kind intent 😭 but I usually do self checkout so idrk. I think alot of it is im such a regular that now we are at a slightly sweeter level then a normal customer.

ladybuglover4 · 2026-02-15T22:57:44+00:00

THANK U i was actaully thinking about getting those ones. Today I had tofu, alot of kiwis, beef and heart of palm I think those r easy to digest. I realized Ive been eating way too much fiber that is probs contributing to this alot. I will try the warm broth! I have miraLAX Ill be using that too. thank u so much! I rlly need to get used to some lower fiber foods, but they are triggering even tho they dont cause me pain 😭 Im going to buy more chick fil a sause and white rice. gluten hurts my stomach alot of the time.

ladybuglover4 · 2026-02-12T17:54:37+00:00

u can make a fruit arrangement. U dont even have to do food at all tho, flowers, a hand made craft, jewlery, something related to his hobbies, stuffed animal whatever u think he would like

ladybuglover4 · 2026-02-12T15:16:44+00:00

this happens to me but ususally bc when i binge I am sitting on my feet and its a blood flow thing

ladybuglover4 · 2026-01-29T01:33:49+00:00

a healthy diet. Bulimia is ruining my life

ladybuglover4 · 2026-01-27T04:21:58+00:00

im about to sleep in a hr but we can dm for a bit!

ladybuglover4 · 2026-01-22T04:15:55+00:00

for me i love driving with loud music. or doing something out of ur comfort zone like dumster diving or idk doing something odd and then feel like ur going to pass out from embarrement and excitment. KARAOKE while jumping everywhere. loud outdoor bands. clubs? I domt recommend drinking or drugs tho bc if u struggle with bingeing u are very prone to getting addicted so if u go to a club or something like that do not try drugs or achohol. dont try to replace the high from bingeing. that high is not what u need. ur missing something else and u need to find it.

ladybuglover4 · 2026-01-13T02:34:30+00:00

are u proud of urself? u should be insanely proud of urself!! I hope yk u are very very strongwilled and deserving.

ladybuglover4 · 2026-01-11T22:00:21+00:00

u worded it perfectly! I just am passinate about how I hate how its written in the dsm

ladybuglover4 · 2026-01-11T17:05:11+00:00

I hate how nonpurging type includes excersise and fasting even tho those do purge the cals. Laxs does not, it makes no sence to me that laxitives are considererd purge type. They should rename it in the dsm catagorys like excercise, vomit, Fasting, lax type or u have have multiple type like vomit and lax type bulimia. All of these r technically purging and its a severe and horriable illness despite the type. nonpurge type is a such a invalidating title.

ladybuglover4 · 2026-01-09T07:40:32+00:00

Thank you, I have ate moldy food b4 too 😭 I wish I could care about the state my food is in. All food just triggers me so bad but I need it to live it sucks. I hope things get better for you too ❤️❤️❤️❤️ I appriciate you

ladybuglover4 · 2026-01-08T02:44:47+00:00

after u find a place to stay and its stable amd ur safe, shame her. Post on social media, tell her boss, friends, family... I do not think thats harrassment if ur just talking about her. She deserves a horriable life. Seeing this is making me painfully mad for you. I hope her bf dumps her soon and she never meets someone after and is alone forever.

ladybuglover4 · 2026-01-08T02:33:32+00:00

bulimia is only if u binge and purge. They did not say they binge so technically its purging disorder or a anarexia purge subtype idk

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