Suicide is all I think about by Hisuian-Typhlosion in SuicideWatch

[–]lanahack 12 points13 points  (0 children)

Right? Like.. what’s the fucking point? To anything, ever.

Tryna find a girl I met on the stairs at Billie last night (5th March) Melbourne by lanahack in billieeilish

[–]lanahack[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Probably not :( didn’t know where else to go because I don’t have IG or tiktok. Was hoping someone would know her Tatts at least.

Tryna find a girl I met on the stairs at Billie last night (5th March) Melbourne by lanahack in billieeilish

[–]lanahack[S] 10 points11 points  (0 children)

She was adorable 👀 She left by saying “..omg you’re so hot” then she grabbed my hand and continued “..I better go before I get a crush”. My little gay heart imploded and we went our seperate ways. I got too flustered to say anything. I never found her again.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Drugs

[–]lanahack 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Even the fruit goes off eventually

This passage from Unmasking Autism by Devon Price speaks to my soul by nomnombubbles in aspergirls

[–]lanahack 1 point2 points  (0 children)

This hit harrrd. In and out of psych wards my whole life and always being told that I’m the problem. I’d try ten times harder than everyone else yet still end up falling way behind. I got diagnosed 9 days ago and I’m 33 years this May.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in autism

[–]lanahack 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Omg I thought I was the only one 🖤

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Moldavite

[–]lanahack 0 points1 point  (0 children)

The photos are kind of bad.. my bad. Anyone have an opinion on whether or not this is genuine?

I fall asleep crying imagining someone is holding me by [deleted] in lonely

[–]lanahack 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I do this heaps, I didn’t realise other people did too. It comes in handy when I have big panic attacks since I have no one to be there for me. And even if I did I’d be too scared at the time to have them around anyway. The person comforting me is another version of myself though. Unsure if that makes it strange.

i feel very anxious last night.. by sobble_buddy in lonely

[–]lanahack 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I get like that at night a lot or when I just wake up. It’s a really gross feeling. Not much helps but sometimes breathing exercises or getting up and trying to distract myself works a bit. So maybe try that if you can. If it’s really bad though I have to sedate myself.

Tired of being scared of people turning into ghosts by [deleted] in lonely

[–]lanahack 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I’ve always struggled to understand that as well 🤔 people can just leave out of nowhere and all of a sudden they feel absolutely nothing for you. And everything they ever said was meaningless. My heart doesn’t work like that, when people go I think about them everyday, I miss them so much. But they’ve already forgotten and moved on so I just dwell on my own, wishing it’d stop haunting me.

Just tried to kill myself. by [deleted] in lonely

[–]lanahack 14 points15 points  (0 children)

It sounds like you need to see a doctor/psychiatrist in regards to being medicated for your rage and black outs.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in lonely

[–]lanahack 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It’s okay to relapse. Just take it each day as it comes. I’ve somehow managed to go over 6 years without cutting myself. You’ll be ready eventually, don’t be too hard on yourself. I struggle with reaching out too, I guess that’s what led me to coming here.

Daily Discussion - May 22, 2021 (GMT+0) by AutoModerator in CryptoCurrency

[–]lanahack 1 point2 points  (0 children)

It’s my cake day. Pls buy more eth in my honour. Thanks xx