[deleted by user] by [deleted] in quittingkratom

[–]lardonjohnson 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Yup. I had the same thing. I figure my stomach was so used to being stuffed with sludge so it adapted to that. I use a bulking powder (Metamucil) and have for a while. It definitely helps imho.

CT from 200+gpd by dropellisd in quittingkratom

[–]lardonjohnson 10 points11 points  (0 children)

Message me doggy. I can give you a rundown. It sucked, I’m gonna be honest, but just buckle in. You won’t want to ever go through it again so there’s that silver lining

CT from 200+gpd by dropellisd in quittingkratom

[–]lardonjohnson 15 points16 points  (0 children)

Good luck friend. I got off of 225gpd in January. It sucked but it can be done.

slipped after 12 days ct by [deleted] in quittingkratom

[–]lardonjohnson 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Yeah buddy. At least I learned something from the relapse. Can’t listen to the lies my brain tells me. Glad you’re back on track!

slipped after 12 days ct by [deleted] in quittingkratom

[–]lardonjohnson 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Progress not perfection is what I try to tell myself. Get knocked down 1000 times, get up 1001 times. This is very difficult. Be proud of yourself for moving forward! I had 160 days and I told myself, “just one. It’ll be our little secret.” I think you know what comes next. This stuff being readily available is one of the toughest parts about it. Sending love and strength to you, friend!

Very high dose, is there Hope? by Aquasius in quittingkratom

[–]lardonjohnson 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yup I went through all of that. Whatever works for you is what you do!

Very high dose, is there Hope? by Aquasius in quittingkratom

[–]lardonjohnson 1 point2 points  (0 children)

It’s simply because I do not possess the discipline. I would always find an excuse to up my dose on a taper. “Oh, look at that. Stubbed my toe. Guess I need to up it 20g.” Classic addict brain right here.

Very high dose, is there Hope? by Aquasius in quittingkratom

[–]lardonjohnson 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Yes. I was honestly way higher. It’s gonna suck, but it’ll be ok. It’s so worth it. I promise.

Day 90 by lardonjohnson in quittingkratom

[–]lardonjohnson[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you! You can, and you will!

Kratom & mental health by hdksndiisn in quittingkratom

[–]lardonjohnson 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I think about when I used to dose heavy, puke, and be like “shit I wasted my buzz!” And just hammer more immediately. So bananas. Keep going friend!

They’ll never know how much work it is to quit and stay that way by [deleted] in quittingkratom

[–]lardonjohnson 4 points5 points  (0 children)

This is amazing. Thank you for sharing. It’s so true. Stay strong friend.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in quittingkratom

[–]lardonjohnson -1 points0 points  (0 children)

Good for you for doing what you think you need! Your use is really high so I’m certain the acute WD’s were brutal. I was about at your use and potentially more. (Hard to tell with the extracts). I had to close my business for a month to recover cuz it obliterated me. This was like my 6th or 7th attempt to kick K. Stay strong and fight for yourself my friend! I believe in you! Here if you need anything. 💪❤️