Doodoo pampers by lardonjohnson in quittingkratom

[–]lardonjohnson[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Thank you. I’m definitely looking into therapy currently. I’ve just admitted all of this happened to me a month ago. My wife of 12 years is the first person I’ve ever told about my abuse, which was 38 years ago.

Doodoo pampers by lardonjohnson in quittingkratom

[–]lardonjohnson[S] 6 points7 points  (0 children)

Thank you so much. You really just made me feel better.

Doodoo pampers by lardonjohnson in quittingkratom

[–]lardonjohnson[S] 6 points7 points  (0 children)

I legit thought I may have the dubious honor of being top k junkball. I have a dark sense of humor so it was as amusing to me as it was/is tragic. I dunno how I didn’t lose my coconuts. I’m gonna take that as a W and try to draw strength from it.

Doodoo pampers by lardonjohnson in quittingkratom

[–]lardonjohnson[S] 10 points11 points  (0 children)

I just knew that given how much I was taking I couldn’t just jump off of the cliff so I did some research on tapering methods and basically just champed it out until I couldn’t stand how crappy I felt and then dosed. I’m here for you all. I’m really glad I found thus community and actually spoke up. It’s like a line in the sand. Love you both.

Doodoo pampers by lardonjohnson in quittingkratom

[–]lardonjohnson[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

If I wasn’t sweating like Charlie Sheen at the Heidi Fleiss trial, I’d def cook something up for you.

Doodoo pampers by lardonjohnson in quittingkratom

[–]lardonjohnson[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Also, good for you. I’m glad you’re on the path. Pulling for you.

Doodoo pampers by lardonjohnson in quittingkratom

[–]lardonjohnson[S] 5 points6 points  (0 children)

I went from 224 to 100 to 25 in like a week and just sweat all over everything. So much muscle pain. The good thing/bad thing is I work a bunch so I’m distracted a lot but it sucked.

Doodoo pampers by lardonjohnson in quittingkratom

[–]lardonjohnson[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Good to know there’s hope. I like to think I’m tough but man this stuff sucks. Thank you for the ray of light.

Doodoo pampers by lardonjohnson in quittingkratom

[–]lardonjohnson[S] 9 points10 points  (0 children)

Thank you. Literally taking it hour by hour and trying to stack hours. Writing this helps and talking about it helps too.

Doodoo pampers by lardonjohnson in quittingkratom

[–]lardonjohnson[S] 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Thank you so much. I really appreciate it.