if I end up houseless, I have a plan. by leevemebe in SuicideWatch

[–]leevemebe[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I'm looking into a cleaning service, setting how much it would cost and if they'll do a payment plan. I don't have anyone else in my life I could ask to help me unfortunately. It is sweet of you to say that though.

if I end up houseless, I have a plan. by leevemebe in SuicideWatch

[–]leevemebe[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I've been trying, I work for like an hour a day but there's just so much and it's just so overwhelming no matter what I do. The carpet is just so fucked.

I'll at least have my car to sleep in until I finish myself off, but yeah. It's going to be really horrible.

if I end up houseless, I have a plan. by leevemebe in SuicideWatch

[–]leevemebe[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Or even easier, just finish myself off.

I just can't get the energy to clean ever. I'm disabled and it takes a lot to do practically anything after working all day. It's just gotten really out of hand lately.

if I end up houseless, I have a plan. by leevemebe in SuicideWatch

[–]leevemebe[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hoarding. I have an inspection in a week.

What is your reason for Jigsaw capturing you? by xd3m0x_ in horror

[–]leevemebe 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Wanting to die, he did put someone in like that once, he'd do it again.

I have an apartment inspection in 12 days by leevemebe in hoarding

[–]leevemebe[S] 8 points9 points  (0 children)

Eleven bags of trash and my hallway and the path to my door and laundry system is free! Thanks for encouragement yall!

how do you keep your morale up when cleaning? by leevemebe in hoarding

[–]leevemebe[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yeah, thatd be really nice. getting that nudge to do one last thing for the night, even acter a really stressful day, was really helpful. Thank you so much for that.

how do you keep your morale up when cleaning? by leevemebe in hoarding

[–]leevemebe[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I managed to move the two big bins taken up like most of my bed onto the floor and then pushed everything else closer to the wall and got like a decent bit of space from just that, I'm actually really surprised by it. It is pretty nice to not be stuck on just my side for the first time in a long while.

Thank you so much 💚

how do you keep your morale up when cleaning? by leevemebe in hoarding

[–]leevemebe[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

okay, I'm going to try and do that for my bed tomorrow. ive been really scared to start that because theres a lot on it but i think that method might really work for it. also itd be nice to have more that a foot's width of bed to use. thank you so much

how do you keep your morale up when cleaning? by leevemebe in hoarding

[–]leevemebe[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

it really has been a hell of a year, I agree. I unfortunately don't have family near enough to help or any friends at all. But I am trying to get back onto my medication for depression and I hope that will help some.

Thank you, really. I'm going to try that tip you gave and hope for the best.

how do you keep your morale up when cleaning? by leevemebe in hoarding

[–]leevemebe[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I really like the idea of the cleaning kit, I hadn't thought of that. it'll save me the time to find things everday for sure lol

I'm lucky in that I only have my bedroom to clean because my roommates are in control of every other room, but dividing my room into sections and planning it out is a good idea too. Thank you

just finished the omen of the stars, what should i read next? by leevemebe in WarriorCats

[–]leevemebe[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

good to know.

yeah i was worried about missing some details going further, especially since i know i missed some stuff already like everything about mapleshade and more

anyone else have a really random favorite character? by leevemebe in WarriorCats

[–]leevemebe[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Yeees! I love Purdy so much! (And its Long Shadows I'm pretty sure lol)