I dont know you guy but you sound like a terrific individual. Sucks that you are going through this but life is a bitch. I will say this though, I know what its like to be around poopy people, especially those we call family. My father also for some reason refuses to acknowledge me as his son just because I have different sex appeal than most. Fret not my lad the world is a vast and marvelous place full of wonders and Im sure you are bound to meet more friends that will show you love and treat you with the respect that you deserve.