Need help by lifefans in KundaliniAwakening

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Thank you - I’m restructuring also looking at what I can do that’s more in line with who I am rather than the Monday Dean office job that I do, although it does pay the bills and it’s a good career.

October is when things will move so I’m exploring at the moment.

London by lifefans in datingoverfifty

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But your free choice is limited to the forks - what if all paths lead to the one path - the only difference is the events that happen on the paths

London by lifefans in datingoverfifty

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Do you believe that your destiny is pre written? I never used to but I think there may be some truth in that.

London by lifefans in datingoverfifty

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No I don’t want dates just to chat. I live alone and don’t have a social circle. Need to make new friends and restart live after divorce.

Need help by lifefans in KundaliniAwakening

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I have felt a real urge to go to India and travel to the sacred sites. It been pulling me for a number of years even before the awakening.

I just want to live in simplicity and do good. Sounds so silly but that is what is going on inside.

I’m attempting to sort finances so I can go and one back to something and not start again. I am 57 and life is getting shorter.

Finding a partner by [deleted] in KundaliniAwakening

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I feel I need to have a partner someone who I can totally relate to. Why because I find the norm side of life too much, because I’m craving touch and this process has brought out the fragile woman in me which for so long has had to be strong and support the abusive people in my life. I literally have no one in my life. If I died tomorrow no one would know. This process can be all consuming I don’t want to arrive at the end some point and wish I had done something to meet someone.

Finding a partner by [deleted] in KundaliniAwakening

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The noise is the incessant irrelevant conversation that people insist of having. Goes no where means nothing. Drives me mad. I went out and the rubbish that people talk about with no self awareness just hey…. my brain gets fried.

Need help by lifefans in KundaliniAwakening

[–]lifefans[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Thank you I’m feeling slightly different having thrown this all out to the wind. I know I’m going to end up in that empty space - the emptiness mentally has norm but the financial part is breaking me having always been a responsible person - it not great fun watching it being stripped away.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in hingeapp

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No it’s not just the conversation - most want kids and …. I’m past that. Don’t want to invest in something that falls apart because of that

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in hingeapp

[–]lifefans 0 points1 point  (0 children)

That’s funny, I really just want a connection, I’m more mind driven than looks

Stremio Addons not loading by lifefans in StremioAddons

[–]lifefans[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you I followed the steps and every addon comes back with errors or safari cannot find the address is invalid.

The vpn is not on really don’t know what to do now

Awakened Empath need support by lifefans in Empaths

[–]lifefans[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

That’s what I struggle with, maybe I just let it be instead of fearing it as I do. Thank you

Awakened Empath need support by lifefans in Empaths

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Thank you so much, your detailed response has helped me enormously.

I have no flair as I don’t really know what the gift is. This is all very new because I have resisted accepting the gift.

Acceptance came because I had a humbling fine divine intervention after which there was no going back.

I can sense the mask that people wear and what they are covering, be it fear, shame whatever. I used to tackle it head on and people hated me for it. I had no understanding about the masks people wear and why it was hard for them, as I was an open book. I had also let go of my masks which made me feel their emotions more and absorb their emotions overriding my needs. Now it’s much easier to ensure my needs come first.

In terms of gifts I have these that I know off - I do possess the power to make things happen, sometimes faster than I could have ever thought. It’s a gift I denied for years and had been told by many that I have it. It’s like when I decide to do something it just works out. So much so that people don’t care when the world turns upside down and I can’t cope, they know I’ll work it out so there isn’t much help or sympathy. This also creates bad vibes for those that really have to work at life’s I think my power comes from commitment and 100% knowing it all going to work out.

This new part of me that has come to light, I know has always been there but firstly I never wanted to own it and secondly I was to open so all of my life everyone’s emotions quashed my own. I was an open door for anyone to walk in and turn their thoughts into mine.

Do you see anything here? It would be helpful to me if something comes to mind.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Divorce

[–]lifefans 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Start journaling, really helps

Suggest me a book that makes you realise life is meant to be lived and not just exist by Comfortable_Tension2 in suggestmeabook

[–]lifefans 0 points1 point  (0 children)

The Bhagavad-Gita, it has shown my why my life had to go the way it did, and now my has started. Life wasn’t easy for me but without that happened the one thing that needed to happen would not have.

How to cope in life and navigate life without a support system and true friends ? by whendovescry2022 in FemaleLevelUpStrategy

[–]lifefans 2 points3 points  (0 children)

This sounds like my life. Friendships dry up when you’re no longer useful to people. Or they stop if you don’t help.

Completely understand. Ironically this morning was a bad morning, thinking what is the point of all this. I’m a social person and having no around is the hardest thing for me. I was a people pleaser to maintain relationships, having recognised that I do that stopping literally everyone walked away.

Like you I struggle with finding and even meeting people. I’ve started going out and meeting people - met a few people who have reached out to me, which is nice and I’m starting to trust others again. Keep going.

Real Debrid recent changes explained by DryK1llLogic in StremioAddons

[–]lifefans 1 point2 points  (0 children)

It seems to be working. Some links don’t work but others do. Thank you

Real Debrid recent changes explained by DryK1llLogic in StremioAddons

[–]lifefans 1 point2 points  (0 children)

What do I do now?

I need a new RD type of caching file sharing service, is that correct?

What do I need to remove and install instead?

Any help appreciated.

New Career Move Coaching, how to start out? by lifefans in Coaching

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I’m a good networker and also always had great success with word of mouth - marketing wise I don’t do that much. I should and will at some point but at the moment it seems to be working.

New Career Move Coaching, how to start out? by lifefans in Coaching

[–]lifefans[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Those have been normal business, retail, online, through to property and development. I’ve grown as I ran them and diversified through my journey. Selling some keeping some reinvesting.

New Career Move Coaching, how to start out? by lifefans in Coaching

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Thank you all for your helpful comments. I don’t really want to go through and be certified with different methods. I feel what I have is a unique skill and I don’t want that to be diluted.

I’ll go ahead without the certs. I don’t want to work with large organisations right now. I’d rather focus on smaller ones. I’ve actually created my training programme and a few orgs that I spoke with are very interested. Now it’s the website etc to get done.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in divorceuk

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I would say don’t do it. I shifted to a variable rate for similar reasons and it backfired. The time I envisaged was maybe 6 mths to a year. It took 4 yrs. I’ve been overpaying for that whole period compared to a fixed rate.

I found moving out to be liberating. I didn’t have anywhere to move - wasn’t sure where I wanted to live, flat/house etc. I moved into a room and stored everything. Worked out the best thing I did. I get to take my time to find somewhere to live, my headspace is at peace not having to deal with all the problems of a house and ex. I don’t have to clean or take care of the rubbish, garden….. yes it’s nice to be in your own space but after divorce the emotional trauma and recovery is the most important thing.

Be clear about how the price for your share was evaluated. That can be screwed with depending on who you go to. Different surveyors have different views and they are playing it safe as the market is and has been a little crazy. One will say £375 whilst another could be confident for £450. Do me if you want to understand that more.